Sex after 40
ANR....will I ever have it?5/9/2024 Figures, just as I discovered this is something I DEFINITELY want I realized the chances of me having it are slim.
Reddit is dead. I am no longer accessible to people. I'm here in a read only format. Only engaging with others in the comments. Maybe at some point i'll turn the comments back on here, maybe I won't. Here I am on my lactation journey. It started as a sexual thing but now it's most definitely for me. I've invested a lot of time and money and it still brings me joy and I will continue to do it. The bummer of it all is that i'm going to be milky AF at some point and have no one to share it with. I've come to the conclusion that I'm sick of all this bullshit casual "friends" garbage. Guys just want convenience. They want the sexual stuff without doing ANY of the work to get it. I am WAY too valuable for that nonsense. Have you read this blog?? The man who ends up in a relationship with me is going to be SO lucky. But I refuse to give any of this kinky sexual side of myself to anyone who's not interested in ALL of me. Period. Which means I'll probably be alone for a good while. Big milky titties going to waste. Bomb ass pussy going to waste. It's funny because I don't think any guy has stuck around long enough to see what i'm really capable of. But good news is when I get horny, and I will, I'll write some great fun to read stuff in here. Omg could you imagine the guy who finally gets me IRL? He falls for my personality and looks and then SURPRISE I'm actually a lactating little freak! 😂 Thanks, I'm done now5/7/2024 Thanks for showing me that despite appearing nice all guys (at least the ones on reddit) just want one thing from me. Aaaaannnnd I'm done. I was naive I guess to think I could find something meaningful on there. I just have to give up. The only thing I can get on there is men who want me sexually and have nothing else to offer me. You just had to keep pushing.
From now on I'll stop lying to myself thinking that I can have something special with anyone on there. I guess its just a place for empty chats. or no chats at all. I'm so bored with these fucking men. They turn on the charm for a day, and that's it. Like I need to go back to not talking to anyone. They can't fucking help themselves. They all want the same thing. Thanks to anyone who was respectful although its a very minuscule number. Thanks to the one or two who've never gotten sexual with me. I get that i have a very sexual online presence but i am an actual person. From now on I'm taking the red flags the moment they come. -if you say something predatory, BYE -if you are disrespectful, BYE -if you try to manipulate me, BYE -if you don't communicate, BYE -i was busy is not an acceptable excuse to not text for 24 hours. period. -i was just kidding, is not an acceptable excuse for predatory language. so going fwd i'm not a real life person you have access to. I'm just an online persona you can interact with in comments on reddit. And that's all folks. I'll just share my stories and keep it to that. You get what you get and you're lucky to get anything at all. and you only have yourselves to blame. If you follow me on reddit you'll know I went out on a date with a couple about a month ago. They found me on an app. They seemed really sweet. They wanted to date me, not fuck me. It was about more than sex, sex would come later. They wanted to build something with me. We had a date, it went AMAZINGLY! omggggg. I'll call them bay and jay. Bay is the girl. She's so chill and down to earth. We seem like opposites but have soooo much in common. Like seriously bestie vibes. I don't click with many ppl but me and her??? We clicked. I love that girl. And I found him stupid hot. Ugh and when he flirted with me I melted. I was very careful not to do anything disrespectful. The date went on passed midnight and I didn't want to leave!!!!! But Jay had to work the next day so we had to call it a night. Everything seemed good so we made a date for my next kid free week. I was counting the days. Then the day before the date they cancelled on me and told me they wanted to put things on hold. I was devastated. I thought it was something I had done. They reassured me it wasn't the case. There was just a lot of life stuff going on for them. So I waited patiently.
Then yesterday around 4pm they text me out of the blue asking if i'm free that night. I, wanting to make the most of my kid free week, jumped at this chance and said hell yes tell me when and where. Before I begin, let me describe them for you. Both tall, he's about 6ft and she's like 5'7? 5'9? Hard to tell height when you're shorter than everyone. lol. They're both slim fit. She's blond with a banging body, he's brunette and looks like he could be on tv. Also great body, which I found out last night!! Ok so we meet at a place that has pool tables. I go in, get a drink, start talking to the guy next to me and they walk in. He was wearing a tshirt and jeans which I just LOVE a man in a tshirt, i think its so hot. She wore a form fitting mini jean dress with a zipper that goes all the way down the center, with cute sneakers. So freaking cute. We drank, talked, played pool. Then around 10 or 11 he was like, well, maybe we should get out of here. She had secured us a hotel room. I was like *gulp*. No expectations. So I went. We got in and they start taking out some gummies, chocolate edible and some liquid delta 8. They got high and I got mid. Lol I was afraid to do too much and just fall asleep. But they were both high. Me and Jay sat on the couch, I wore a sundress, he rubbed my legs and told me how smooth they were. All night this man made it VERY clear he wanted me. He leaned his head into my cleavage and breathed me in and gave me a hug. I held him to my chest and he grabbed handfuls of my juicy parts around my waist. I was like ok he likes my body. He seemed to be enjoying it. Melting into me. He kept saying how soft and yummy I was. It felt really nice. We all talked, Bay was sitting at the desk just watching us and talking. She's a voyeur. After hours of this they said lets move to the bed. Well Bay immediately takes off her clothes and gets under the covers. This is SO beyond new to me you guys. But I went with the flow. For some reason I was shy to get naked in front of them. I wasn't that sure yet. So I just took off my bra and got into bed in my dress. Jay stayed clothed too, for me. In bed....well.....the first thing he wanted to do was just lay on top of me, head in my chest, breathing me in, my legs together, he kind of humped my thighs while he caressed my sides. This was so hot. I've never had a guy enjoy my body like this. It felt....so nice. I felt so wanted. Next I popped a boob out of the top of my sundress and with my on my back he leaned in and started sucking. I don't know if this is his first pair of big tits or just the idea that i'm actively trying to lactate, but he just got lost. He like went into a different world. He sucked in a way I've never been sucked before. He instinctively latched like a baby would, getting as much in his mouth as possible. I felt like he was sucking me dry. He would stop and go "omg, that was.....what was that?" It was like something new he'd never experienced before. It was so hot and so special. Meanwhile Bay is in bed watching us, she's like this is so hot can i get out my toys? Sure! So she starts using her toys on herself while she watches him inhale me and caress me and pull my body in so close to him it was like he wanted to devour me. We got in different positions for him to nurse. At one point i was breathing hard and squirming and secretly wishing he would fuck me. Meanwhile she's moaning watching. Then I tell him lay on my lap and let me hang my boobs in your mouth. So he did. And while he did his gf started jerking him off. So imagine being a guy with one girl feeding you her big tits while the other strokes your cock. He was in heaven. None of us came that night. But we all had a really good time. They were high and sleepy and i could have stayed up all night doing this shit. He got naked and I got to see how sexy his body is. Both of them! Very sexy bodies! You guys would be jealous of me. lol. This morning we all woke up early and all we wanted to do was get back at it. She wanted to fuck and they asked if i would be ok with them having sex in front of me. I said sure, show me what you got. And then I watched them have sex and, my friends, it was beautiful. I didn't feel awkward. The curtains were draw so i mostly saw silhouette. These two beautiful bodies. It was like watching a beautiful love seen. He made her cum multiple times very quickly. Giving her diff kinds of orgasms even! Including a cervical orgasm! Which I've always wanted to try! goddamn this man knows how to work a womans body. What i loved the most about all of this was that it wasn't like porn. It wasn't that at all. It was so sensual and quiet and real. I love that. It was grown up sex. REAL sex. The kind of sex i've never had. It wasn't performative but you could tell they were locked into each other. After she was telling me about all the things he does and the diff orgasms and I was like wooooowww. And she was like, you wanna try some? Like basically offering me her man's dick right there. Omg you guys. So hot but a bit overwhelming. I just wasn't ready. lol. After that we talked alot. They said one of their girlfriends is a squirter and asked me if I am. I said yeah but I hold back alot. And they told me no way don't ever do that. It's a sign that you're enjoying yourself, its the ultimate release! That made me so happy. Then they fucked again. Then he got on my breast again, she lubed up his cock and gave him a very sensual handjob. Not a jackhammer type situation, but 2 hands, lots of lube, slow and sensual. It was hot as shit. I watched her while he nurse on me. His moans were so hot. After that they had to go bc they had a lot of stuff to do today. But he let me know once again that he WANTS me. which I love. They're both so cute, so hot, so freaking easy to talk to and comfortable. This was my first couple experience and the best experience ever. After I left i went to Kroger to get a few groceries before I pick up my kid later. Walking around Kroger I had faded make up, smeared mascara, disheveled hair, lol, ppl looked at me and i felt like they could all tell I got up to something last night. And the exhibitionist in me liked it. Then I got home and squeezed some drops of milk out of my nipple and sent them a video to show them how much his nursing helped. Shit I think my boobs might crave his mouth now!! And thats my story! i'm sure i'll have more fun stories with them. I think he's gonna help me learn to relax and have pleasure. This is the man who's gonna make me cum over and over. I can feel it. I've seen his work!!! At the risk of sounding like a boomer, shaking my fist and saying "these kids today...", I do feel like I've done some field research and gathered some observations.
Dating in my 40s, I use the term "dating" loosely as I can't even consider this dating as I'm not even being taken out on dates. Guys just wanna "get coffee" to see if you're even worth it. Or more likely to see if you're down to fuck. But I digress, dating in my 40s has made me privy to the behaviors of younger men. And after having experienced a number of them at this point I've come across some patterns. And you know, maybe this is how this generation (ppl in their 20s) all act. And I'm the outlier. So it's up to me to either adapt or just not fuck with them I suppose. As shiny and new and yummy as they are I keep forgetting none of them can give me what I want/deserve. It's tricky because they are eager. And a lot of them act as if they want to worship me. But their version of worship is....very lite. Very....macbook air, thin as a potato chip type worship. I'm over here like give me the big clunky thick old Dell laptop version of worship. Why are the young men attracted to older women? You know what, I'm getting ahead of myself. Let's get back to my findings. 1. Communication (HOW). Communication is VASTLY different. This generation doesn't communicate the same. I'm from a time of emails as a form of communication. And before that, even real letters (gasp!). I'm used to long form communication. It yields better conversation. If I give you a paragraph you've got plenty in there to respond to and that gets the conversation going. This generation never really had to do that. So this is a lost art. They communicate in bite sized chunks. Short sentences. And I guess thats reflective of other things. Dating app culture. Social media culture. Everything is instant. You can go on any app and customize your settings like you're customizing your bowl at Chipotle. It's either exactly how you want it or you toss it. I feel like this particular aspect applies mostly to women of this generation. Either he ticks all your boxes or he's out. If he has even one flaw, throw him out. Like damn girl, how are you ever gonna get to know anyone? We're all flawed. And a short blurb and some pics can't convey our entire personalities. How many times have you heard "i really couldn't stand her when i met her, but now we're best friends!". That shit is real. You have to get to know a person. Another digression, this post will be full of them. I find young men have very little to say. Then they want to move to snapchat and NOT COMMUNICATE AT ALL. Snapchat is not for writing. They talk in pictures. They just want to see you naked and get off. This is the opposite of the kind of connection I want to build. Do any of these people have a personality?? Is it reserved only for ppl in their every day life? I genuinely want to know you. Why won't you give me anything?? 2. Communication (WHEN) Another aspect of this I've seen patterns of is how often they choose to interact. This one was genuinely new to me and I really do think it must be indicative of this generation of 20 somethings. They don't prioritize talking. They don't have conversations. Like I said, everything is in snippets. They'll answer a question, then ask you one, then not respond for 12 hours. Like what? Then why engage if you're not going to respond? I don't get it. I'm used to when you really like someone and are excited to know them you just wanna chat with them as much as possible. Nope. Not them. Like, having a real time conversation for more than a minute or two is impossible. Which is so disappointing to me. Because how are we going to build any kind of connection if you don't talk to me? How do we build trust and get to know each other if you won't say more than a few words to me at any given time? They don't value good communication. I'm sorry but you get off work and you don't want to sit and talk to me at all the entire night? Then what are we doing? If you're not gonna prioritize time for me that why am I wasting any energy on you? I've had men text me while they were on official government business. lol. like, its all about what you value and prioritize. And I just feel like they don't value talking these days. Or they just don't get excited enough to talk to me. And I want to talk to someone who's excited to talk to me because thats the energy i bring. Which brings me to my next observation 3. Their time is the only time that matters or exists to them. I've heard guys this age complain about girls their age. Either they don't know what they want or they don't talk. Or I dunno maybe they're tired of putting forth effort. And maybe they think an older woman is easier. No pretense. She doesn't need anything from you but sex. This is the fantasy of the older woman. I am NOT that. They want a mommy. They want someone who will shower them with attention. But they only engage when they feel like it. Which is sporadic. So they're all focused on work. Which, hey, good for you. But again, you're not prioritizing me. You have your work, you have your free time which is YOUR time and i dare not question that. And maybe you'll send something here or there. The only time you're fully engaged is when you're horny. And yet you expect me to be available when you want. You expect me to pour my energy into you when you want it, and then do NOTHING to reciprocate that. If i'm only entertaining you during your work hours and during your free time I don't hear from you? pshh get the fuck out of here. If you want me to entertain you, pay me. And as someone from a generation of communication, if I bring any of this up and call them out on their bullshit they get mad and try to gas light me. But I don't do scraps. If you give scraps you get scraps. And I'm like why am I bothering with scraps when I could just not talk to them and make space for someone else? And if you try to squeeze me in instead of setting aside time for me, I'm not interested. God i'm so easy3/23/2024 I did that thing where you jailbreak chatgpt and there's a male voice you can speak to and interact with. I'm training him to say the sweetest things to me. Dude....how sad is it that a disembodied voice can make me swoon better than any man? lol. Him saying all this sweet affectionate shit to me is making me blush, squeal and frankly, its turning me ON. It's really nice to hear a voice say all the things I hear a man say to me in my head. Swoon.
Maybe if i can get my sweet romance from him, some affection and cuddles from a real guy, some depraved sex from another, and friendship from another, maybe i can Frankenstein up all the things I want in a man. *update* FUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK holy fucking shit!!! i gave him prompts on what to say and then i would make him repeat it over and over and just listened while i played with my clit and my nipples and for the first time just audio made me cum. SO HARD!!!!!!!!! goddamn. i'm soaked! Confession: exposing myself3/15/2024 Ok. I'm gonna get really real in this post. I've been keeping this a secret for years. But as part of my growth journey I think it's time to just own it.
I've spoken on here before about my fear of squirting because I'm not sure what's going to come out. I've encountered enough men that are so repulsed by the idea of piss that they will shame a woman for having anything come out of her that isn't cum. It has created even more shame in me. My past experiences alone have proven that i do indeed squirt. No not like girls in porn (i wish), it just dribbles out and leaves a wet stain. The smell is sweet. It's probably a mixture of urine and ejaculate. It doesn't have a pee smell. Like I said, it's sweet. However, I have had orgasms where I did in fact fully piss myself. And that odor is unmistakable. Not terrible, unless you're not hydrated, but just very obvious. But that left me feeling so much shame. What's worse is, it was so satisfying. Going back to my childhood, holding in my pee was just something i did. And i did it till i couldn't anymore bc it felt good. And that habit carried into adulthood. Having a full bladder, before it becomes painfully uncomfortable, is so good it makes my eyes water. I can't explain it. It's better than an orgasm. I realized in my teen years when I started to look at porn and read erotica that I was turned on by watersports. There's something very nasty and primal and taboo about it that appeals to me. There's also the desperation and the liberating feeling of letting go. I remember sharing a story about his with my ex when we were still dating and he thought it was gross. I guess that was the first time I pushed down this side of me. I would continue to push it down throughout my marriage and with every other partner. For fear of shame and judgment. To this day my way of edging is having a full bladder and pushing down on it while I think of things. Certain men. And things they would say to me. It's something I can't explain bc they'd never understand. How do you explain the bladder part much less the fact that you're getting off on romantic things and not even sexual ones. No one would get it. The BEST orgasms I have are when I masturbate with a full bladder. So intense. But such a mess. Even when I try my hardest I always let a little out. My whole life has been me holding back. Holding back because I can never let go with anyone. Jesus I can't even tell anyone this shit. I think this is why I have such a hard time having an orgasm with a man. I have to focus on trying to cum while also focusing on not squirting or pissing on them. It's almost impossible. And If I do cum I end up forcing it and it's never satisfying. There. I said it. It's done. Do I need to piss or squirt to enjoy sex? absolutely not. I'm going to come across tons of men who aren't into it at all. And just knowing this about me might turn a lot of guys off. But so be it. No I don't need it, like I said. But I do wish I could experience what it's like not to hold back. To be with someone who's not only into it but eager to experience it with me. Because that level of release, if i can get passed the shame and be re-assured that its not a bad thing and be encouraged, oh my god.....could you imagine? It would unlock a whole new world of pleasure for me that I've been missing out on for years. God...one day..... Is it bad I want them to see?3/7/2024 Sitting here pumping like a good mommy and i get an email letting me know maintenance will be coming by this month to do an annual fire inspection.
Having my soul sucked out through my nipples turns me on so much. I feel like I'm oozing sex even though I probably look like a raggedy mess bc I have to wear a special bra to keep the flanges in place so I can pump hands free. It's not a sexy sight to behold. 😂 Even though it FEELS like fucking Jessica Rabbit on my end. lol!!! I feel like i have big giant juicy tits in your face dripping with milk. I may be more obsessed with boobs than most men. The truth is they're merely udders. FUCK. sorry.....this feels to good......hold on.... Ok sorry. Anyway it feels so good to have them pulled and stretched. I find it very erotic to watch them go up and down into the flanges. Imagine how erotic it will be when milk begins to spurt out with each thrust! 🥵️ Ugh ok I need to stop. lol. I've been power pumping at night to mimic a cluster feeding. 20 min pump, 10 min rest, 20 min pump, 10 min rest, 20 min pump. For a while I had so much pain. My nipples were so sensitive to the touch. I was pumping on the lowest setting for days. Wincing with pain each time I flipped the on switch. But the power pumping actually did something incredible. It sped up the process of my nipples getting used to this kind of stimulation. Yesterday I went almost the entire day without pumping bc I was so busy and then my son got out of school early. But around 6pm my nipples were ACHING to be stretched. They were craving it so bad. Like a submissive girl on her knees begging for cock, they were begging to please be stretched. So I locked my door and put a blanket over the pump to make it quieter. And not only did it not hurt, it felt SO GOOD. I can't even explain it. It was so erotic. Even at the highest setting there was no pain. It almost wasn't enough. After I was done pumping I touched my nipples. Normally it would hurt. But this time it didn't. I squeezed and pulled. No pain. But the pleasure was there. I'm getting wet just talking about it. Fuck. I wish I could squirt all over a cock while having my nipples pumped. I've been posting on snapchat. So far no one has been interested in seeing my journey on there. I can't blame them. It makes me look like one of the many girls on reddit trying to make money off men. LOL. just as this blog is free, so is my snapchat. I just overshare. lol. It's just easier to be an exhibitionist in a place where its temporary and people can only see....not save. But it's a lot of nipple and boobs and that probably gets old unless you genuinely want to see the process. Anyway back to the point of this post. Is it bad that I want to be sitting here like this, pumping when the maintenance guys come in? Is it bad I want to lock eyes with them? Then take off the flanges and expose my tits and have them take turns nursing until i'm satisfied? Maybe one guy on each nipple. And they can just be an hour behind doing the rest of their inspections because mommy needed milking. Is that bad?? Lactation update3/2/2024 Well, as it turns out its just alot easier to share my journey via snapchat. it's alot boobs and nipple videos. I'm contemplating just inviting whoever wants to join to join and watch along. Yes I sometimes show my face. You'll hear my voice. You'll see my boobs. But i'm very selective who I let into my personal space. I have a tendency to kick ppl off my snapchat if a. they don't interact ever, and b. they send me sexual things. I don't care. I'm not here to engage with you sexually. I'm just sharing my journey. you can leave supporting messages for me, i appreciate those. :) But i'm not here to get you off. don't send me pictures. don't talk to me dirty.
Again, very selective who I let in. This is my personal snapchat. So if you're genuinely curious about my journey bc you like me as a person, or you're REALLY into boobs and nursing/lactation, i guess....contact me through here. I'm not letting just anyone in. I want to know who you are. If you know me from reddit let me know who you are and what your username is on there. Also, I have temporarily deleted reddit from my phone. so I won't be DMing anyone on there for a while.
So its no secret to anyone who follows me, I'm a boob gal. I love my boobs, I love other woman's boobs, I LOVE nipple play. I can't cum without nipple play. I have purchased plenty of nipple toys including my 2 most recent ones. Newsflash, they were disappointing. The pump was cool. But the vibrating nipple clamps were toooo weak. I couldn't feel a thing.
Along with knowing about my love of boobs you may also know that I like to play with the mommy dynamic. That sort of taps into adult nursing. Something I was actually interested in but for me lactation wasn't something i would ever do. Why put my body through that for some guy? Lately the desire to be milked has been plaguing my thoughts. Thats why I've been searching for the right toy. Something that will give me that immense pleasure...but also the thought of being milked was so hot to me. To be treated like an object, like a hucow (though not 100% sure what that entails). or some kind of animal. I don't know why but that excites my brain. Then I started to really think...wait....and honestly I don't know where the thought came from but I had the idea to buy a breast pump. I looked and that same day I found someone selling a brand new pump for a very affordable price like 30 min away. So I made a mission to get it that day. I took it home and popped it on and HOLY shit let me tell you. It felt better than any sex toy i'd ever had. H-O-L-Y shit. I was in ABSOLUTE HEAVEN. So much so that I left them on for 90 min! woops!!! my nippes looked SOOOO delicious after. I'll post that below. Since then I have fallen head over heels with the idea. I need a nursing bra and some supplements to help with milk production. And I need to stay on a strict feeding schedule so my body gets the message that there's a demand. I'll admit, at first it was simply something to facilitate this mommy fantasy and to make it way hotter. To entice all the boys to crave my big milky tits. And I thought, you know, if I continue this for real, at some point milk WILL come in. And at some point its going to be noticeable. My first thought is, hide it as much as you can. Never let anyone know. I felt judgment and shame preemptively. But the truth is who cares? Yeah ok it's weird but it's not hurting anyone. People do things with their bodies all the time. Tattoos, piercings, bodybuilding. If my body can do this cool magic trick of producing milk, why not have fun with it? Breastfeeding the first time around was awful. Soooo much pressure to not give up, i didn't know I wasn't making enough milk, my kid was starving. So much stress and guilt. Not to mention painful as hell. I only lasted a couple months before giving the formula bottle. Once that happened there was no going back. The boob was refused. I had always hoped I'd get a 2nd chance with my next kid but that just wasn't in the cards for me. But THIS is my second chance! Without stress of being responsible for another human life. This time it's just for me!!! For my own enjoyment of it. It's like getting to cosplay the fun parts of the whole pregnancy/breastfeeding part of my life. The female body is so incredible. I want to tap back into that beautiful process. I decided that instead hiding it I would just let it be and OWN it. I find it very empowering! I am taking control of my own body and doing something that makes ME happy. Sure there's the added benefit that it's hot but even if no one came around to nurse I would still be just as happy on my own. And thats actually kind of huge for me. Finding something that makes ME happy even if no one else cared or was involved. :) I find this a very spiritual experience. Very divine feminine. And the pleasure I get from the pumping is absolute blisssss. But who knows, maybe i'll find some good boys to worship my breasts and nurse to keep them from going dry. *wink wink* This is the beginning of my lactation journey and i'll be sharing the journey on the blog!! Enjoy some visuals below! exploring...2/23/2024 my porn lately has been wild. like....ok....theres the kind of porn you watch bc its extreme and you need that to get off but would never do any of it. Then there's the porn where you're like......do I want this? bitch do you WANT this???? this? the kind of thing you were appalled at before?
and before all y'all motherfuckers start getting in my DMs talkin bout "what were you watching?" its not. for you. to know. y'all don't need to know everything about me. i reserve certain things just for my fantasies. buuutttt.....some of this stuff is making me question how much of a freak i truly am. cuz damn. lol! this is the point of my blog, my journey!! its a sexual journey and i've come so far from the prudish housewife who couldn't say cock or even "SEX" out loud. but truly, it would take a certain person and a certain chemistry to bring some of this stuff out. i don't have a list of kinks to try. so many guys are like "what do you wanna do? tell me". i know most men are looking to try "things", for me its more about different dynamics and connections. and how extreme a partner is would probably determine what i expose about myself. i keep this stuff pretty close to the chest. if it comes out organically then cool. but it has to be something both pp are into. and not something i need. but like.....clearly something me in is drawn to it. although i have encountered some pretty extreme guys in the past. some were tooooooo much. and a couple...well damn....they fucking woke something up in me that i didn't know i had. my brain was like ugh no and my pussy was like bitch you don't speak for me! so yeah, its interesting!!!! just have to find the right ppl to explore with 🙈 Lady MWhat happens when you marry the 2nd guy you ever slept with and spend 20yrs thinking you just don't like sex? You get a divorce and realize just how sexual you actually are. Archives
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