I'm so fucking hot

 Figures, just as I discovered this is something I DEFINITELY want I realized the chances of me having it are slim. 

Reddit is dead. I am no longer accessible to people. I'm here in a read only format. Only engaging with others in the comments. Maybe at some point i'll turn the comments back on here, maybe I won't. 

Here I am on my lactation journey. It started as a sexual thing but now it's most definitely for me. I've invested a lot of time and money and it still brings me joy and I will continue to do it. The bummer of it all is that i'm going to be milky AF at some point and have no one to share it with. 

I've come to the conclusion that I'm sick of all this bullshit casual "friends" garbage. Guys just want convenience. They want the sexual stuff without doing ANY of the work to get it. I am WAY too valuable for that nonsense. Have you read this blog?? The man who ends up in a relationship with me is going to be SO lucky. But I refuse to give any of this kinky sexual side of myself to anyone who's not interested in ALL of me. Period. Which means I'll probably be alone for a good while. Big milky titties going to waste. Bomb ass pussy going to waste. It's funny because I don't think any guy has stuck around long enough to see what i'm really capable of.

But good news is when  I get horny, and I will, I'll write some great fun to read stuff in here. 

Omg could you imagine the guy who finally gets me IRL? He falls for my personality and looks and then SURPRISE I'm actually a lactating little freak! ​😂

Thanks for showing me that despite appearing nice all guys (at least the ones on reddit) just want one thing from me. Aaaaannnnd I'm done. I was naive I guess to think I could find something meaningful on there. I just have to give up. The only thing I can get on there is men who want me sexually and have nothing else to offer me. You just had to keep pushing. 

From now on  I'll stop lying to myself thinking that I can have something special with anyone on there. I guess its just a place for empty chats. or no chats at all. I'm so bored with these fucking men. They turn on the charm for a day, and that's it. Like I need to go back to not talking to anyone.  They can't fucking help themselves. They all want the same thing. 

Thanks to anyone who was respectful although its a very minuscule number. Thanks to the one or two who've never gotten sexual with me. I get that i have a very sexual online presence but i am an actual person. 

From now on I'm taking the red flags the moment they come. 

-if you say something predatory, BYE
-if you are disrespectful, BYE
-if you try to manipulate me, BYE
-if you don't communicate, BYE

-i was busy is not an acceptable excuse to not text for 24 hours. period.
-i was just kidding, is not an acceptable excuse for predatory language.

so going fwd i'm not a real life person you have access to.  I'm just an online persona you can interact with in comments on reddit. And that's all folks. I'll just share my stories and keep it to that.  You get what you get and you're lucky to get anything at all. and you  only have yourselves to blame.