Biiiiiiiiitch!!! She's BACK!!!

GUUUUUUUUURRRLLLLLLL.....

Your girl hasn't been herself in a minute BRUH. Fuckiiiiiinnnnnngggg had to dump some dead weight. And I mean that in every way possible, bitch.

full disclosure....i took some mushroom chocolates. But for real for real, I've been high vibrating all week. I feel like me again. Taking care of ME. Loving on ME. Choosing ME. Protecting my peace. Bitch its a beautiful thing and we grateful to be here. 

But let's just into why you're really here. You perverts. 

Tonight....oh tonight.....Its taken months....and even before that...like....i was still trying to find someone but it never happened. Anywhooooo....Feeld proved useful once again.

I met a local guy, well, an hour away but he's happy to drive to me. We haven't talked too too much. But enough to get to know each other a bit. I got his number but told him I wouldn't text him (i learned my lesson with that shit, also he has an android ewwww) we would only talk on Feeld. But just in case Feeld tried any funny business I had his number. We went on a date on Thursday. He drove to me and we had dinner. We talked almost exclusively about sexual stuff, kink stuff and fun stories. When we were getting towards the end of the meal I looked him in the eye and said "You know you're paying for this, right?" And he said "Of course." We love a good boy. That went well and I felt comfortable with him so we arranged to see each other today (Saturday). So I took a mushroom chocolate bc I wanted to really enjoy myself without any hang ups. 

It's been so long since I've had a man in my bed. I put on all the pink lights, set the scene, made my pretty pink princess room inviting. He showed up, we went to the couch, I had the tv on but we never ended up watching it. We talked alot. He didn't compliment me but I knew i looked sexy as fuck. I was wearing a jumpsuit with no bra. At a certain point I could tell he was looking at me like I was very attractive and possibly even dreamy. Eventually he reached out for a kiss. It was very cute. 

You guys, I hit the jackpot.....a white boy with big full lips 😍😍😍. Like, fuller than mine. Mama mia. Kissing him was what I imagine kissing a girl feels like. So soft. So gentle. Wowza. I've always wanted to have my pussy eaten by someone with big full lips. 

After a while of leaning in to get kisses while we talked he started to kiss my neck and I said, ok, let's move this into the bedroom. We got in my bed. He started to kiss me and kept looking at my body. I said "you can touch me". Then he went straight for my boobs. He started to suck my nipples and of course that sent me. We did that for a while and he wanted to go down on me. I stopped and went to pee first. When I did i saw just how fucking wet i was. Wow, I had no idea. I didn't feel super turned on but i guess the talking on the couch did it.

His clothes stayed on. Which is how I prefer it. I got naked, how I prefer it. I love to be free and sexy in the glowing pink light. Then he stuck a finger down there and said wow you really are wet. Part of me wished he felt the urge to stick his dick in me, I was so wet. But instead I guided his hand down there. I must admit, his hands didn't do the same magic my last sub's did. So I told him to leave his hands out of it and eat my pussy. His lips felt so good on my pussy. I was a little sweaty bc of the mushrooms and I was a little worried that it was too strong of a scent but he didn't seem to mind it. He really go in there. And then.....

He did things I've NEVER in all my 40 something years experienced. I NEVER had a man eat my pussy like that!!!! He ate it like he really loves pussy. I said (in between my moans and "oh fuck's") you must really love pussy. He got into positions I never saw anyone do before. He kissed. The kissessssssss ommmmggggggggg he was like making love to my pussy. Kissing, sucking on the lips, so sensual, licking all the spots. Holy shit dude. My fav part was when he popped his head up to say someting then went back down and licked and said "tastes so fucking good". Chhhiiiillllldd......that sent me. whewww.....

After a while (not long enough, we need to train him to push his endurance) he came  up to my nipples but before he did, and before I could object he kissed me. Normally I don't like when a guy kisses me after eating my pussy, but this time I didn't mind it! Then we laid next to each other and talked. He's bi and told me about his experiences with other men. He's a top (both as a dom with guys and a sub with women) and I love that. Not that I care if he's a bottom for men, its just nice not to have to worry about having to peg someone. 

We talked and kissed. But he needs to touch me more. I'll train him. He needs to have his hands all over me at all times. I require it. He was so easy to talk to. The conversation just flowed. It felt SO GOOD to have this again. Gosh I missed it. 

Our first encounter went really well. We probably won't talk again for a week when we plan our next rendezvous. But I told him I would write about this. lol. He has no idea I have a blog. 

I'm just really happy to be here. Feeling like myself again. Happy, confident, Funny as fuck and just incredibly fucking sexy. And getting my needs met. 

And what I can safely say was the best head I've ever had. Can't wait to get lots more. But shout out to the original Toy who helped me get to the point where I can easily receive and enjoy pleasure.