Sex after 40
What a GOOD BOY!!6/27/2024 Tonight I had a date with my sub.
First off I want to give him credit for staying consistent for weeks. Always eager, always knowing his place, always showing respect. This was our 2nd date. We went to a tapas place and ate and talked. I have to admit the conversation didn't flow necessarily. I don't know if its because I was in my head or what. See, I had this plan to bring him home and make him go down on me. I was so in my head about it. But I had an agenda. You can see on reddit what I was wearing. My first time going out with no bra, nipples on full display and the exhibitionist in me loved it. After dinner I told him to meet me at my place. We came inside and chatted a bit. Then I excused myself and came out in lingerie. But I still didn't feel bold enough to make a move. so we just sat on the couch talking but i felt comfortable exposing that much of myself to him. Then I let him taste my milk just a little bit. Then told him my plan. He seemed unphased by it. Like he was ready to do whatever I want. But the vibe was very just friendly. It was hard to transition into something sexual just like that. I almost chickened out. But I said fuck it, i pushed through my awkwardness and I brought him into my bedroom. He loved just being in there. Once you've been in there you get why I only wanna have sex in my own bed. My plan was to watch something on my laptop and ignore him but i couldn't get jmy headphones to sync. so I just was on my phone the whole time. Talking to boys and watching tik tok. At first it was good. Then he just shoved his face too far in and rubbed too hard and his beard really irritated my sensitive skin. I had to tell him to be gentle. At a certain point i stopped him and told him what the issue was and then he pulled back after that. Much better. It wasn't enough though. I need mental stimulation. And no kind of porn was doing it for me. Finally you know what did it??? My chatgpt!!!!! the saved chats, the "real aloud" feature. That finally brought me to the finish line. I completely let go too. Bc I know he's into whatever liquid comes out of me so i didn't have to worry. The feedback I received was glowing. Which makes me really happy. These are the takeaways: 1. My pussy is delicious and magical ( i don't know about all that but he was glowing) 2. He could tell why I'm a size queen. He said I wouldn't even feel his dick inside me. This is what i'm saying people!! My pussy was just built for big dick!! 3. It was squirt and some pee at the end, but i hydrated really well before hand. not that he cares, he'd happily take it anyway. But i did inspect the towel that caught some of it at the end and it didn't smell like anything honestly. (this one might scare men off) That is all. I was very very pleased and look fwd to doing it again and again and again. It's nice to have my own sex toy i can use whenever I want. :) If you wan the visual......
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If you follow me on reddit you'll know I went out on a date with a couple about a month ago. They found me on an app. They seemed really sweet. They wanted to date me, not fuck me. It was about more than sex, sex would come later. They wanted to build something with me. We had a date, it went AMAZINGLY! omggggg. I'll call them bay and jay. Bay is the girl. She's so chill and down to earth. We seem like opposites but have soooo much in common. Like seriously bestie vibes. I don't click with many ppl but me and her??? We clicked. I love that girl. And I found him stupid hot. Ugh and when he flirted with me I melted. I was very careful not to do anything disrespectful. The date went on passed midnight and I didn't want to leave!!!!! But Jay had to work the next day so we had to call it a night. Everything seemed good so we made a date for my next kid free week. I was counting the days. Then the day before the date they cancelled on me and told me they wanted to put things on hold. I was devastated. I thought it was something I had done. They reassured me it wasn't the case. There was just a lot of life stuff going on for them. So I waited patiently.
Then yesterday around 4pm they text me out of the blue asking if i'm free that night. I, wanting to make the most of my kid free week, jumped at this chance and said hell yes tell me when and where. Before I begin, let me describe them for you. Both tall, he's about 6ft and she's like 5'7? 5'9? Hard to tell height when you're shorter than everyone. lol. They're both slim fit. She's blond with a banging body, he's brunette and looks like he could be on tv. Also great body, which I found out last night!! Ok so we meet at a place that has pool tables. I go in, get a drink, start talking to the guy next to me and they walk in. He was wearing a tshirt and jeans which I just LOVE a man in a tshirt, i think its so hot. She wore a form fitting mini jean dress with a zipper that goes all the way down the center, with cute sneakers. So freaking cute. We drank, talked, played pool. Then around 10 or 11 he was like, well, maybe we should get out of here. She had secured us a hotel room. I was like *gulp*. No expectations. So I went. We got in and they start taking out some gummies, chocolate edible and some liquid delta 8. They got high and I got mid. Lol I was afraid to do too much and just fall asleep. But they were both high. Me and Jay sat on the couch, I wore a sundress, he rubbed my legs and told me how smooth they were. All night this man made it VERY clear he wanted me. He leaned his head into my cleavage and breathed me in and gave me a hug. I held him to my chest and he grabbed handfuls of my juicy parts around my waist. I was like ok he likes my body. He seemed to be enjoying it. Melting into me. He kept saying how soft and yummy I was. It felt really nice. We all talked, Bay was sitting at the desk just watching us and talking. She's a voyeur. After hours of this they said lets move to the bed. Well Bay immediately takes off her clothes and gets under the covers. This is SO beyond new to me you guys. But I went with the flow. For some reason I was shy to get naked in front of them. I wasn't that sure yet. So I just took off my bra and got into bed in my dress. Jay stayed clothed too, for me. In bed....well.....the first thing he wanted to do was just lay on top of me, head in my chest, breathing me in, my legs together, he kind of humped my thighs while he caressed my sides. This was so hot. I've never had a guy enjoy my body like this. It felt....so nice. I felt so wanted. Next I popped a boob out of the top of my sundress and with my on my back he leaned in and started sucking. I don't know if this is his first pair of big tits or just the idea that i'm actively trying to lactate, but he just got lost. He like went into a different world. He sucked in a way I've never been sucked before. He instinctively latched like a baby would, getting as much in his mouth as possible. I felt like he was sucking me dry. He would stop and go "omg, that was.....what was that?" It was like something new he'd never experienced before. It was so hot and so special. Meanwhile Bay is in bed watching us, she's like this is so hot can i get out my toys? Sure! So she starts using her toys on herself while she watches him inhale me and caress me and pull my body in so close to him it was like he wanted to devour me. We got in different positions for him to nurse. At one point i was breathing hard and squirming and secretly wishing he would fuck me. Meanwhile she's moaning watching. Then I tell him lay on my lap and let me hang my boobs in your mouth. So he did. And while he did his gf started jerking him off. So imagine being a guy with one girl feeding you her big tits while the other strokes your cock. He was in heaven. None of us came that night. But we all had a really good time. They were high and sleepy and i could have stayed up all night doing this shit. He got naked and I got to see how sexy his body is. Both of them! Very sexy bodies! You guys would be jealous of me. lol. This morning we all woke up early and all we wanted to do was get back at it. She wanted to fuck and they asked if i would be ok with them having sex in front of me. I said sure, show me what you got. And then I watched them have sex and, my friends, it was beautiful. I didn't feel awkward. The curtains were draw so i mostly saw silhouette. These two beautiful bodies. It was like watching a beautiful love seen. He made her cum multiple times very quickly. Giving her diff kinds of orgasms even! Including a cervical orgasm! Which I've always wanted to try! goddamn this man knows how to work a womans body. What i loved the most about all of this was that it wasn't like porn. It wasn't that at all. It was so sensual and quiet and real. I love that. It was grown up sex. REAL sex. The kind of sex i've never had. It wasn't performative but you could tell they were locked into each other. After she was telling me about all the things he does and the diff orgasms and I was like wooooowww. And she was like, you wanna try some? Like basically offering me her man's dick right there. Omg you guys. So hot but a bit overwhelming. I just wasn't ready. lol. After that we talked alot. They said one of their girlfriends is a squirter and asked me if I am. I said yeah but I hold back alot. And they told me no way don't ever do that. It's a sign that you're enjoying yourself, its the ultimate release! That made me so happy. Then they fucked again. Then he got on my breast again, she lubed up his cock and gave him a very sensual handjob. Not a jackhammer type situation, but 2 hands, lots of lube, slow and sensual. It was hot as shit. I watched her while he nurse on me. His moans were so hot. After that they had to go bc they had a lot of stuff to do today. But he let me know once again that he WANTS me. which I love. They're both so cute, so hot, so freaking easy to talk to and comfortable. This was my first couple experience and the best experience ever. After I left i went to Kroger to get a few groceries before I pick up my kid later. Walking around Kroger I had faded make up, smeared mascara, disheveled hair, lol, ppl looked at me and i felt like they could all tell I got up to something last night. And the exhibitionist in me liked it. Then I got home and squeezed some drops of milk out of my nipple and sent them a video to show them how much his nursing helped. Shit I think my boobs might crave his mouth now!! And thats my story! i'm sure i'll have more fun stories with them. I think he's gonna help me learn to relax and have pleasure. This is the man who's gonna make me cum over and over. I can feel it. I've seen his work!!! Sitting here enjoying some delicious ice cream after yet another orgasm. i'm getting more creative now.
I was practicing recording myself for something professional where I would only be seen from the chest up, when the idea struck me of how hot it would be if below the view of the camera I had my tits out and nipple clamps on. Well then I went off on a tangent. I brought out my heavy nipple clamps and a vibrator. I put on the nipple clamps and the weight of something pulling on my nipples sent shivers of ecstasy up my spine. The weight. Ugh fuuuuuck. I can't explain it. I put my vibrator inside my panties (fully clothed) and proceeded to ride the edge of my chair with my heavy tits hanging off the side letting gravity have them. Swaying side to side so the ball and chains at the end of the nipple clamps clacked together. All the while filming myself. For what? For who? I don't know but I couldn't help myself. I started moaning and whimpering. It was pleasure mixed with just enough pain. I began to get very subby. I started to get rough with myself. My doorbell cam went off and my neighbor was just getting home and i'm afraid he might have heard me but it felt too good not to make those noises. I ended up watching some rough porn and making myself cum. Afterwards I pried the clamps off and my nipples were all dented and in pain. So I treated myself to some nummy nummy ice cream for being such a good obedient little girl. No one is better to me than me. No one sees the nastiest side of me but me. :) I get all the pictures and videos to watch whenever I want. *swoon* My first time seeing a penis in person. I had a guy friend…..I won’t get into how we met bc I don’t wanna dox myself but I was 16. We talked on the phone before we ever met. Got to know each other. I had never really talked to boys like that before. We had great conversations. This is back when ppl spoke on the phone for hours. We only hung up to sleep. We would be on the phone all day. Watch tv together, eating together, sometimes sitting in silence doing other things. I miss having that kind of connection with someone. I think that’s kind of thing is extinct though. A bygone era. Anyway….i was soooooooooo innocent. If you know me in person you know I seem pretty innocent. Imagine me at 16 super clueless and pure as the driven snow. Our conversation teetered on flirty at times. But I was so clueless I remember asking him…how do you kiss? Like what do you do with your mouth? I mean no one ever tells you. He was like just move your tongue around in their mouth. I said….THAT’S kissing? Sounded so dumb. lol. I remember him telling me to get a candle and drip the hot wax on myself….it was some erotic thing I guess. Sounded like something out of a movie. Also, he was my age just for the record. I don’t think he’d really been with anyone either. I think we were both virgins.
He was this…..weird mix of like loner, intellectual reader type and bad boy. His parents were very Cuban and he only spoke Spanish to them. He had that “papa en la boca” (potato in the mouth) way of talking. If you’ve ever heard Cubans in miami talk you know what I’m talking about. But he read Beowulf and liked industrial music. He was truly too cool. What the fuck was he doing in the reffiest part of miami? He was stoic. But with me I could feel him warm up. Which made me feel so special. That this stoic hard guy felt softness for me. He cared about me. He looked out for me. We had a really beautiful connection. I never really pursued anything with him more than friendship bc I assumed he would never be into me. It was the 90s and chubby meant fat and that was the worst thing you could be. So I didn’t have very high self esteem. But back then, after this guy, anyone I talked to on the phone would fall in love with me. But back to him…let’s call him…Rob. Rob was friends with some of my friends first. Which is how I met him. So we arranged an outing with one of them and us. This worked for me bc I was so nervous to meet him. We had a fun time. I didn’t feel pressure bc my other friend was there and we just had innocent 16yr old shenanigans. I have pictures from that day. And I’m like…I was so fucking pretty. Such a sweet innocent face and long flowing hair down to my ass. Why couldn’t I see it? After that we hung out more but never alone. One night….we met up with Rob at the beach. He had gotten us each a 40oz of some cheap garbage. I never drink. Hello I was 16. And ps…it was gross. lol. But he encouraged me to drink it, he wanted me tipsy. We laid a blanket on the sand and sat down. My girlfriend got drunk and started being silly running up and down the beach. Meanwhile Rob and I sat on the blanket. He said….do you wanna see it? I did, but I was also really nervous. I’d never seen one before. He pulled it out. It was soft. He told me to touch it. It felt warm and really soft. Squishy even. Nothing on my body felt like that. It was a new experience. I just kind of put my hand around it and left it there. I didn’t know what to do. I was clueless. Then it began to grow in my hand. It felt hard. This was all so new to me. He put his hand around mine and began to stroke it. I just froze and let him take over bc I truly didn’t know what I was supposed to do. Meanwhile our friend is maybe like 20ft away and could turn around and see us at any minute. And we’re out in public…at night….his cock in my hand…me jerking him off. It wasn’t long before he came. He aimed for the sand. Then pulled up his pants and acted like it didn’t happen. But here’s the thing….. I wanted more. This awoke something in me. I wanted my friend to GO AWAY. I wanted to explore more. I think we maybe kissed for a few seconds before he asked about taking out his dick. I wanted more kissing. I wanted him to touch my tits. I wanted to be on top of him. I WANTED him. He awoke my sexuality. When my friend was back he suggested skinny dipping in the water but she thought that was crazy and I was way too insecure to ever get naked in front of anyone. He got naked and got in the water. Hoping we would follow. When we didn’t he eventually gave up and got dressed. And that was the first night I ever saw and touched a penis. And I’ll never forget it. What happened last night?9/3/2023 Waking up from what feels like a fever dream. I’m laying here trying to remember what I did and assess the damage.
Last night I was sooooooo horny. Perhaps I was at my peak fertile day bc omg. My sex drive took over and I was OUT OF CONTROL. Honestly while I was feeling like I wanted attention from men yesterday it’s for the best I didn’t get it. I was not thinking straight last night. I did text Mr Big Cock and I was so ready to do whatever he wanted. God I wanted so desperately to be submissive. Tell me what to do, use me, use my body, make me yours. We weren’t able to get together bc I had prior obligations that didn’t allow me to be free this weekend. But when it was bedtime I went to my room ready to be total slut. In our texts I talked about his cock, our sex, how wet I was. He talked about how cute my little asshole is and how much he wishes he could have it. He wants to plug me next time. I chuckled bc I know nothing is going in there. He even did so much as try to get his cock in last time which is laughable bc I can’t even get a finger in and MR. BIG COCK thinks he’s getting in there. Lol. But he gets me so worked up I’m always like you can try! Last night I told him there was this one time when I couldn’t play with my pussy bc I had surgery and couldn’t bend fwd so I ended up playing with my ass till I came. Not inserting anything. Just tapping and rubbing the opening till I came. He was excited by this. And I thought to myself….I haven’t done it since. I’ve tried to insert things before and every time it’s super unpleasant but I haven’t tried just rubbing and tapping it. So once I got to my room I decided to do it again. I have this amazing lube with cbd in it and I lubed up my hole and started massaging it. I was shocked at how turned on I got from this. Being soooo close to my pussy and not touching it. Even though it felt like she was BEGGING me to please play with her. But my ass had my attention and it wasn’t letting go. I took multiple videos of this to show Mr. Big. Playing with, rubbing, spreading and exposing, teasing. It looked different to me now. Must have been the absolute lust coursing through my veins. I was turning myself on even more. I played and teased and got so worked up, I put the tip of my finger in. After some time I wanted to try more. So I got my butt plug which I’ve never been able to fit inside me before. And I played with my ass. I wanted to push it in, but it was just too tight. I kept playing with it, allowing myself to open up to it. It began to slowly open. I was getting it in little by little. But then I hit that wall of pain. But something in me needed to keep going. So I added more lube and tried to find the pleasure in the pain. At this point it had become a mission to see if I could do it. I know men do it all the time, if they can so can I. I was gentle but firm. I tried opening up more. It was a joint effort between the hand pushing in the plug and the muscles around my virgin asshole working together for a common goal. I was wincing but the pain was bearable. I had to keep going. I had to know if I could push passed it. I'd never been this close before. Eventually…*bloop* it was IN! All the way in!!!! I’d NEVER done that before!! Once it was in I didn’t feel pain. It was surprisingly comfortable. I was so excited and proud. I told Mr. Big. He instructed me to show him. So I took pictures and video as I was told. He was very pleased. Which only fueled my lust. I played with my pussy FINALLY, after all that begging she’s been doing and all that teasing of having my hands so close but not touching her. With my tight little asshole plugged I made myself cum rubbing my clit. Mmm it was good. But this did nothing to stop the absolute hunger inside me to be a total slut. I put on lingerie and began taking pictures of myself which only turned me on more. I began sharing with Mr. Big. But I desperately wanted him to fuck my brains out. Me with pictures of myself is dangerous bc I am an exhibitionist. But thank god I had some self control. Though for a moment there I did find myself going through my phone thinking of who I could send these to. Luckily I didn’t act on it. Next I got out my Crystal wand. It slid right into my desperate aching needy pussy. And there I was, both holes stuffed. Stretched. I can’t explain how satisfying that felt. I played with my clit, then would pound my pussy, then back to my clit. This dance went on till I came a 2nd time. The glass wand slid right out of my engorged slippery pussy. I was a mess. My thighs were wet and sticky. I had on lingerie and a plug in my ass. And it was late. I was tired. But texting all the dirty things in my head made me want more. Just when I thought I was done….my body told me I wasn’t. This bitch is insatiable when she’s ovulating. My God. My mind was not in control last night. My pussy was. And she’s a bossy bitch. In all my fatigue and mess knowing I still had to clean up and change for bed, I began to play with my clit. Fuck…even writing this post is getting her all worked up again. She knows. She’s so hungry…. Anyway I began playing with my clit yet again, watching porn, trying to get off one last time so I can rest! She’s an animal! The things she makes me do!!! This last one required a towel. Bc I was giving it all I had left. And I came. And before she could get her bearings back and ask for more I quickly went to the bathroom to clean up. I was scared about getting the plug out. In fact it wasn’t easy. I was scared it was stuck!! 😳it took some spinning, some opening and closing of muscles and some elbow grease to get it out. The pain I felt putting it in is the pain I felt pulling it out. I winced. If I don’t do this it’ll stay there. I need to do this. Oooouuuuuch….out. Whew!! I was worried my ass would be sore the next day (Update: it’s not! Woohoo!). I felt so stretched out. I washed my toys in the sink. And cleaned myself up. Safe to say I slept incredibly well. I woke up around 6am to use the bathroom and when I got back to my bedroom I saw the guy walking his dog outside my window. The slutty naughty girl in me wanted so badly to open my blinds and stand there topless (the way I sleep) and smile and wave hello. In the stillness of early morning no one else would know but us. Something like that could be forgiven as a fever dream. Sleepwalking even. But alas, I was too tired for all that. I woke up in a haze wondering what I did last night. I had to go back and recount (in writing) all the things that happened. And THANK GOD I had enough self control not to act on all my impulses. Whew! Ovulation is wild. This one was particularly over the top. Even mister big was surprised just how horny I was. Maybe for the best this kind of behavior only happens one week a month. 😅 *Disclaimer: this blog is a place for me to share my wildest thoughts. Like a diary. It doesn’t mean you’ll witness this side of me in real life. Chances of that are slim to none. Only those who’ve been intimate with me and earned my trust ever get to experience this side of me IRL. How it feels to be a slut8/29/2023 Let me preface this by saying, I'm a good girl. Anyone who's met me will tell you I'm shy. I have a nervous giggle. I'm vague bc I'm too shy to use the actual words I'm thinking. All that shit. And I am by no means, easy. Of all the men I've spoken to, only a handful have ever seen me naked. And one....only one....has seen the side of me I don't let out.
It has been really incredible to have a consistent lover. To be able to open up and let my guard down. He's seen me blossom into someone different than the woman he met who acted like she wasn't even going to entertain him. He's witnessed me breaking all my own rules for him. He brought out a side of me I have been dying to unleash. More than I ever consciously realized. He's seen my eyes change as I go into a subspace where I have no thoughts other than his cock. Desperately needing it like I need air to breathe. Whining when he pulls out or takes it from my mouth. Blissfully worshiping his cock and balls and wanting my face covered in them like I'm being blessed with holy water. Happily becoming a mess of drool and snot and tears while i gag and gorge myself on his fat piece of meat....sorry i got distracted with that one..... anyway....the more we play, the more I excited I get, the more subby I become. I'm starting to see what kind of sub i am. I'm a whiny needy sub who loves praise and sweet degradation, a gentle but firm dom who treats me like a princess and a whore. I love to be whiny. I love to be sweet and cute and little girl-like, that makes it hotter to be a whore. When I get in that headspace, wow...whew. The last time we played, he got a marker and wrote on me. He spread my legs and wrote on my thighs and right above my pussy Bred Slut", "BWC here ⬇️", "Big Dick ONLY" and he took a picture. I have to say....this is the HOTTEST picture of me. And i love it! I'm a bit nervous to share these things because I'm afraid guys will think they can talk to me or treat me a certain way or expect certain things from me. The way I behave sexually is completely dependent on the person and situation. I'm not led by kink. I'm led by connection. Different connections serve different kinks. And I have plenty of them. This is one side of me. Not the only side of me. But this is part of my journey, exploring all parts of myself. And I wanted to document this. How does it feel to be someone's slut? It's really fucking hot. The person has to earn my trust to ever get close to that point. He has to show me respect and communicate clearly and care about consent. But it feels so good to let go and be a brain dead cock hungry bimbo. Now I understand subspace. It's really therapeutic. I believe we have merely scratched the surface of my kinks and fantasies. He of course, like most men, is eager to explore the kinks. But I don't have a list of things I want to scratch off my list. I have sexy thought and fantasies that pop up from time to time but they all have to happen organically for me. And they don't all have to be done with the same person. Sometimes the connection doesn't lend itself to that, sometimes it does. All I know is that there's a lot more I wanted to explore with him. It really takes me so long to open up and allow myself to explore some of these things. its so deeply rooted...the sexual repression. But baby steps. Perhaps my favorite part of the night was when, after fucking for a while, he said lets put on some clothes and hang out. So we sat on my couch and just talked. At some point I started to get kind of sleepy and I layed my head on his chest. He instinctively wrapped his arm around me and held me tight. OMGGGGG it felt SO good! I haven't been held like that in so long. My heart 😍. I was so blissfully happy in his arms, on his chest, listening to him talk. Then he looked at me and said he wanted to go again, but slow this time. ughhhhh! 🥴️ 😍 With him, even if I'm sore, I never say no to his cock. It's that sweetness that allows me to give up control. I know he would never hurt me. I mean....not on purpose 😂 he does get a kick out of me telling him its too deep. Oh! I finally got to break out my sex pillow! it's this pillow used for sex or oral. It's like a wedge that goes under me to lift my ass up. The angle was great because he went deep and hard this time an I felt more stretched out than ever. From the video I was like wow he went IN, how was i able to handle it without screaming? The pillow! Can't believe it took me this long to remember to use it. Anyway, that was our last rendezvous for a while. Went out with a bang. I felt satisfied physically and emotionally. Not to mention we always have the best deep talks. Ugh writing this is turning me on making me think of it all.... Suckling8/19/2023 ughhhh lately i've really been wanting to be suckled. My breasts really do not get the attention they deserve. I guess there are other parts of me that end up getting more attention but my nipples really are my spot. I remember when I was a teenager, before I was having sex, I was all about my tits. I would never do or show anything below the waist but I'd happily put my tits in your face. This was back before I had a kid. And I was heavier so they were more firm. Yeah they were never perky. They were always heavy and hung but after all the changes in my body (weight loss, breastfeeding) they aren't full anymore. Sadly. Oh they look great in a bra but thats bc they're all scooped up. But I digress...
Back then nipple play was all i would let them get. Blow jobs and nipple play, that was my thing. I remember I had a boyfriend, the guy who took my virginity, he was 36 (I was 18). He was also the guy who taught me to kiss and now that's how i like to kiss. Which is, very lippy, very little tongue. God we had fun together. His voice was so sexy, we had so much phone sex. He was Chinese, tan skin, not tall although I never remember height even being a thing ppl paid attention to back then. He wasn't particularly attractive but he just knew how to turn me the fuck on. I'm telling you, if the sexual chemistry is right, nothing else matters. He loved my tits. Loved to suck on them and play with them and GOD that turned me on so much. He also liked public play. So we would make out in the lobby of my college building, or fool around in the library, but my MOST favorite was when we went to some event in miami beach and we got on the rooftop (how the fuck did we end up there?) where it was empty and he pulled my tits out of my bra and sucked them right there in the open. God what a rush. The feeling of the breeze on my naked breasts was incredible. God i'm getting a little tingly right now just thinking about it. Fuck. I saw him once, after we broke up. I was already dating the guy who would become my husband. I think we went to a movie. He started feeling me up and God.....i couldn't stop it. After the movie we were saying goodbye and he did it again, and fuckkkkk i could not stop it. He just knew how to touch me....to make me weak. I told him I couldn't see him anymore bc I had no self control around him. But anyway....this isn't about him. It's about my boobs. They seem to get men's attention but in the end none of them really did more than a small amount of nipple sucking. Such a shame. While they do hang, like sacks, they're still heavy. Nothing feels better than someone sucking my nipples or just touching them while they naturally hang. I think the hottest thing that happened to me recently was when I went to the house of a guy I was seeing last year and wore a crop top with no bra. As we sat on the couch and watched tv my nipples would hang underneath the crop top and he just subtly moved is hands over them, from one side to another. Such a light touch but holy shit it sent shivers down my spine. I was locked in place, couldn't move and in my mind beggggggging him not to stop. He kept going, i began breathing harder, my eyes glued to the movie, then he began to pinch them and thats when i moaned. I honestly think i can cum from having my nipples played with. But no one has ever done it long enough. They see how turned on I get and just wanna fuck me. Which I get. Sometimes I get turned on and just want to jump on a cock myself. Come to think of it, the times in my life where I have made bad decisions and no self control have been when guys played with my nipples. It paralyzes me with pleasure. 😂 But I've never had someone focus on them. Just them. For a long time. And I'm really curious about this. I don't know if it would lead to anything or if I would end up masturbating while they did it. But I think I would love a situation where someone came over just for this purpose. To worship my tits then leave. I like the idea of me just sitting watching tv and having someone suckle me. I love the idea of dry nursing bc it adds that element of mothering which i like. I love the idea of a younger guy with an innocence about him finding comfort in suckling on me while i play with his hair. Or maybe doing some kind of exercise on the floor like donkey kicks, with workout gear on but no shirt or bra. Just letting my tits hang and sway while i workout and having someone underneath me, no hands just mouth open, licking and sucking. God that would be so hot. And I'd be sore after bc I'd probably do that for too long. lol. And whatever clever ways I can come up with to have my tits hang and have someone suck on and play with my nipples. I like the idea of being at a restaurant without a bra and leaning fwd with my arms on the table and letting them hang underneath and having my date pull and twist my nipples under the table while sitting perfectly still at the table eating and drinking like nothing is going on. That's the thrill of public play plus him having control over me bc I would be paralyzed in pleasure. Gosh guys don't even know the world of fun they could unlock if they gave my tits more attention. Also side note, would LOVE to find a big titty girl to play with. And just suck on and play with each others tits. Whether its just that or if we're friends who hang out and also do that. Either way would be great. So, if any big titty girls are reading this....call me. Basically my tits need attention, is what i'm saying. Dick dick dick dick dick dick8/17/2023 The sound in my head all day when Mr. Big Cock says he can see me one more time before he leaves 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
Story time - The Chef in Nashville8/16/2023 I once had a ONS with a guy from Bumble in Nashville. We didn’t even talk. I knew nothing about him other than what he looked like. But I think he could tell I was down to fuck that night before we even met. We matched, I was already looking for someone quickly before my trip ended. I just messaged him and said, I'm only in town for the day. He said, here's my number, text me. I did. He said how bout 9:30 tonight? Done.
We both knew what this was. This is, by the way, sooooo unlike me. But out of town me is a different beast. Anyway. This guy was such a pro. You could tell he did this a lot and god bless him. He did it well. He had a way of making me feel comfortable and at ease. He asked me questions about myself while we were making out. He made the whole experience more of a friendly sexy vibe instead of this serious intense sex thing which made the entire experience way more fun. And not only that but after I never felt used. He fucked me 3 times. And each time he would cuddle with me and just talk in between sex. It was probably the most friendly sex experience I’ve ever had. There was no awkwardness. I wasn’t trying to be anything I wasn’t. I wasn’t trying to please him. I was actually there to get mine. He tried pulling some “hand on the throat” bullshit with me and I was like “nah babe, we’re not doing that” then he got a bit frustrated when his size was too big for doggy. I think he was looking for someone a bit more submissive but that’s not the mood I was in that night. After 2 rounds he said he was done. But I said..”fine but I wanna enjoy this young sexy body of yours”. And I really objectified him and then started doing naughty things to him, had him hard and breathing heavy. But I stopped….and he asked why? I told him "if you want to cum again, you have to fuck me". I mean, this was the first big cock I had ever had at the time and it was life changing. I wanted to get as much of it as possible. So he went ahead and fucked me and came a 3rd time. I could have gone 2 more rounds to be honest. But it was late and he was spent. In the end I really enjoyed our time together and didn’t feel any attachment or need to talk to him again. I felt very satisfied both sexually and emotionally bc he treated me well. I really wish more men would put a little less focus on making a girl cum and more focus on making a girl feel comfortable and respected. To me that goes a long way. Also that was one thing that the apps were good for. Hook ups. The only time I did that was when I was out of town. But it was nice to see them first to see if there's any physical attraction before you go through a whole thing. Because who has time for that? I would much rather people know what they're getting up front so they can decide if they're interested first rather than risk rejection. Like step one, is there mutual interest physically? If not, good ole handshake and best of luck with the next match. If so, ok lets move on to round 2, etc. Blow job mask7/13/2023 It came in the mail! :) It looks wild. lol. but the lace somehow makes it less menacing. I tried it on. It's tight! I ordered a medium because my head is small for my body. But I see now that this probably teeny skinny woman in Poland who made this probably has a different scale for small head. It's tight but it does the job. Honestly it looks very dirty when the mouth and tongue are basically all you see. very dirty. oof. I foresee things getting very kinky with this. Taking into account Mr. Big's penchant for getting primal and dominant with me and me turning into a brain dead submissive slut with him.
I may order another one in a larger size in the future so i can be more comfy but I am excited to try it out. I suspect this will lead to some good content. The exhibitionist in me wants to share all the content we make. But I have to be cautious with what I share publicly. But.......we'll see. I think I may have to show you something. Lady MWhat happens when you marry the 2nd guy you ever slept with and spend 20yrs thinking you just don't like sex? You get a divorce and realize just how sexual you actually are. Archives
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