Holy shit.....he found me

sorry things got dark for a minute there. But once I deleted all that shit and stopped paying attention to the news my entire world got better. 

Things have been good. 

​oh shitttttt!!! I didn't tell you!

Omg ok so...I'm getting emails from my lawyer about the proceedings and I get asked for all my finances for the last 6 months. Which is fine, that's normal. But in the email it said I have to include all my pro Domme work. EXCUSE ME????

Soo.........what is it that he found about me online? No idea. He's under the impression that I am a Pro-Domme. I am not. I'm a Findomme. 

I felt like this space I carved out for myself away from him was now compromised and to PISSED ME OFF. I felt so violated. Like Jesus Christ can't I have anything AWAY from you?!! ugh. I have nothing to hide. I sent in the paperwork. But what I do with my life is none of his business. 

anyway, that was my worst nightmare come true. after something like that happens, what else is there to be scared of?? I have nothing to hide. I'm proud of the persona I have poured my heart into for almost a year. I've worked really hard with lots of intention to gain the following and the respect that I have. 

I'm done feeling like I have to justify my existence. I'm done being scared. It's just gonna be what it's gonna be and I'll figure shit out on my own. I always do. 

Now I am more focused on going to more kink events and exploring BDSM. Because shit, you think I'm a pro-domme, might as well get some experience. 

So I've decided to document my experiences here on the blog. So stay tuned! 😁