Piggy piggy

I met him on Hinge.  My profile said I was looking for a beta male for a 
FLR. I started sending likes. He actually responded. His response was "Thank you Queen."  Perfect. He told me he was usually dominant but he always wanted to explore his sub side. We began to discuss limits and kinks. I gave him a long list, there was only one that gave him pause. But he said he wouldn't rule it out. Incredible. So compatible. I explained that communication was important and if there was ever anything he wasn't comfortable with to let me know. I also gave him safe words.

Then things just sort of naturally progressed rather quickly. He really enjoyed serving a Goddess. He was so obedient and eager to serve. I told him to send me a Starbcuks gift card the first night. It wasn't going through with my email. I told him it better be there by the morning. The next day it wasn't. I sent him a message calling him swine and telling him he better fucking fix it. And with in minutes I received the email. "Way less than you deserve. I should have had it to you last night Goddess. From, Piggy Gavin."

What a good little piggy. It turns out Piggy was just as nasty as me. And I had never been more turned on. Holy fuck. Goddamn the high was exquisite. I gave him tasks daily and he completed them all quickly. He was so obedient. God he was perfect. So perfect in fact that just a few days in I was already looking for a collar for him. He was so deliciously desperate too. He was so good at worship. I gave him my number but told him he was not allowed to text me unless I initiated the texting first. But he was encouraged to email me as much as he wanted. He would send me desperate emails throughout the day. Saying he felt useless without a task and he was desperate for more. I made him do things for me. Record a video of himself jerking off on his knees in his bed and I wanted him to cum on his sheets. He sent me the video. Afterwards I told him he's not allowed to clean it up. I wanted him to sleep in his own filth. He sent me a picture of him laying his head down on the cummy sheets. I was so pleased. The next day he was begging for a task while he was at work. I told him I wanted him to lick the floor. He came back and sent me a picture of him licking the bathroom floor at work. Ughhhh soooo digusting and pathetic! I loved it!!!!!! It only made my sadistic boner bigger and harder. 

The next day I was afraid he would be scared off because of the extreme things he was doing for me and I wanted to do some damage control to make sure he stuck around. I told him that I wanted to destroy him sexually but I didn't want to destroy his self esteem. And that I knew he wouldn't always be in this mood. I suggested maybe every other day could be a nice day where he just worships his Goddess and I give him tasks that won't degrade him and some that will uplift him. I wanted to nourish our connection and nurture him as my loyal submissive. The harsh doesn't come without the caring, that would be unsustainable. He appreciated my generosity and care for his well being. He told me we could have a nice day the next day, but today he wanted to be my nasty piggy. Which I was happy to oblige. 

I made him get completely naked and take a video of himself looking at the camera and saying "I'm a pathetic limp dick loser and I don't deserve to lick my Goddess's shoes" 10 times while he slowly and deliberately plays with his cock. What a pathetic loser. I loved breaking him down. A dick that size deserves to be locked up. He's a pathetic excuse for a man and could never satisfy a woman. His place is being cuck who debases himself for me. It went from a potential relationship to him only allowed to please me orally to me saying that filthy mouth would never get anywhere near this pussy. I denied him every physical part of me except for my feet. I told him he pleases me by being a nasty little pig and being disgusting for me. And how much pleasure it gives me. He quickly accepted his place. 

I told him I wanted him to suck cock for me. It went from him cleaning up a cock, to him just sucking a bull's cock, to me telling him to go find cocks to suck and film it for me. He eagerly agreed like a good little bitch. He even downloaded Grindr just for this purpose. God he made me so happy. I don't know that I have ever been this mentally fulfilled. I masturbated so much during this time. 

I would have been very happy with Piggy long term but he faded away sadly. This is common practice with men. They love the fantasy and then they have post nut clarity. It's unfortunate because why give up this kind of pleasure that could be consistent and ongoing? Especially when I've created space for you to communicate, take a breather, etc. 

oh well. I will say it further awaked my lady boner and I have such a hankering for a nasty nasty boy to play with.