Pussy worship

I talk about my pussy alot. I think it's because I don't think it's gotten the attention I want. A big part of that is me and overcoming my hang ups. I've been making progress with the help of my trusty sub. Getting more comfortable with receiving oral pleasure. But I also think he just enjoys the act of being submissive and giving pleasure. Acts of service as it were. Sometimes I think he doesn't really care about me, I'm just a place holder for him. And he happily services me to scratch his own itch. I don't feel like a goddess as much as I feel like I have the power to get what I want. Which is nice but I want to feel desired and craved. Not serviced. I feel like that's more of a guy thing. But that's not for him to worry about. He's just a friend that comes to make me happy from time to time. And I totally appreciate him for it.

But I think a lot about the traits my person will have. I think about all the times I've gotten close with the qualities I want in a man. I always go back to this one. I want a man who worships my pussy. Not just eats it for the sake of eating it. But i think my ideal man, my person, will love my pussy.  He'll crave it. The smell of it,  the taste of it,  the feel of it. He'll try to get between my legs all the time. He'll beg me to eat it. He'll wanna smell me, even when i'm sweaty. He likes it. And he'll make sure to tell me all the time how pretty it is, how yummy it is, and how good it feels to be inside me. I want him to be like "goddamn that pussy" because it's so good he can never last too long. But he always wants more. :)

I've seen the way some guys talk about pussy. I def need lots of words of affirmation and praise when it comes to my pussy. It's not enough to want it or eat it,  you have to tell me you want it. You need it. Beg for it. ​Yeah thats the level of pussy worship I strive to find. And I know it's out there!!