Wellity wellity wellity

Nothing like a heaping dose of reality thrown in your face like boiling acid to pull you out of the story you created in your head. Now that I'm here I have to keep myself in check and remind myself of what this really is. 

I really need to add to the roster. First up is a cuck. One who actually likes me like that. Now that i know what i want and what i like I have a better idea of how to ask for it. 

while i am still looking for good dick, that one is a bit tricky. bc most of the subs who want me don't have dick or would rather be dicked down themselves. and the doms have excellent dick and want me but they don't have the respect i'm looking for. my last dom started out as a sub/boy toy. he earned my trust and therefor access to the incredibly sexy woman that i am. these doms think that shit is ready on a platter for them and that's not how this works. maybe i need a brat tamer. the domme in me makes for a bratty submissive. i need a guy who likes the challenge. 

well this is my current mission. to find myself a cuck and to find a brat tamer with great dick. Wish me luck guys!