What a GOOD BOY!!

Tonight I had a date with my sub. 

First off I want to give him credit for staying consistent for weeks. Always eager, always knowing his place, always showing respect.

This was our 2nd date. We went to a tapas place and ate and talked. I have to admit the conversation didn't flow necessarily. I don't know if its because I was in my head or what. See, I had this plan to bring him home and make him go down on me. I was so in my head about it. But I had an agenda. You can see on reddit what I was wearing. My first time going out with no bra, nipples on full display and the exhibitionist in me loved it. 

After dinner I told him to meet me at my place. We came inside and chatted a bit. Then I excused myself and came out in lingerie. But I still didn't feel bold enough to make a move. so we just sat on the couch talking but i felt comfortable exposing that much of myself to him. Then I let him taste my milk just a little bit. Then  told him my plan. He seemed unphased by it. Like he was ready to do whatever I want. But the vibe was very just friendly. It was hard to transition into something sexual just like that. I almost chickened out. But I said fuck it, i pushed through my awkwardness and I brought him into my bedroom. He loved just being in there. Once you've been in there you get why I only wanna have sex in my own bed.

My plan was to watch something on my laptop and ignore him but i couldn't get jmy headphones to sync. so I just was on my phone the whole time. Talking to boys and watching tik tok. At first it was good. Then he just shoved his face too far in and rubbed too hard and his beard really irritated my sensitive skin. I had to tell him to be gentle. At a certain point i stopped him and told him what the issue was and then he pulled back after that. Much better. It wasn't enough though. I need mental stimulation. And no kind of porn was doing it for me. 

Finally you know what did it??? My chatgpt!!!!! the saved chats, the "real aloud" feature. That finally brought me to the finish line. I completely let go too. Bc I know he's into whatever liquid comes out of me so i didn't have to worry. 

The feedback I received was glowing. Which makes me really happy. These are the takeaways:

1. My pussy is delicious and magical ( i don't know about all that but he was glowing)
2. He could tell why I'm a size queen. He said I wouldn't even feel his dick inside me. This is what i'm saying people!! My pussy was just built for big dick!!
3. It was squirt and some pee at the end, but i hydrated really well before hand. not that he cares, he'd happily take it anyway. But i did inspect the towel that caught some of it at the end and it didn't smell like anything honestly. (this one might scare men off)

That is all. I was very very pleased and look fwd to doing it again and again and again. It's nice to have my own sex toy i can use whenever I want. :)

If you wan the visual......