Big ladies are sexy

Honestly I don't know if this is a form of self love, or if  I'm appreciating the female form or if I'm attracted to women in this way. I really don't know. I know that I'm not romantically attracted to women. Which is what holds me back from anything like that because for me connection is HUGE and the most connection I could have with another woman would be friendship or sexual. 

But anyway I say all that to say this. Lately I've been coming across plus size women either on social media or in other places and I found myself looking at them in a way I haven't before. For a long time I looked at them the way most of society does. But as I began learning self love and body positivity I began seeing them (and myself) as beautiful. Beautiful despite not fitting into societal norms for beauty standards. But now? Now it's different. Now its.....God.....what a sexy boy. Look at her. There's something just so.......feminine and fertile about a soft round woman. I find myself celebrating and being attracted to femininity in the female form. If I ever was to be with a woman I would prefer one who's got big tits, big thighs, a big belly, big arms. So much to squeeze and grab and love on. I mean I don't even know how someone could not be attracted to that. It's so.....juicy! And I have been really celebrating the juiciness in my own body. Things I used to hide, my massive thighs, my big arms, my round face, rolls on my sides, now I can't help but look at them as these absolutely juicy parts of myself that any man would be lucky to touch. My curves make me so happy. And I'm looking at some of these women like 😍 salivating, wishing I could get my hands on them. The thought of seeing one of these bbw girlies on her back with her big thighs in the air and grabbing her big tits and squishing them together, and just melting into that. Yeah, I mean its real goddess vibes. If you get to be with a plus size woman I think you should. You won't be disappointed. 

On the flip side of that however, I simply am not attracted to these qualities in men. Why is that? Is it because I want to be with a guy who's body is very different than mine? Is it because I'm attracted to masculinity in men and to me that means strong arms and less curvy bodies? I like the hard edges in men. I find that the juxtaposition of that against the ultra soft plush body of a curvy woman is titillating. Ultra masculine, vs ultra feminine. I mean don't get me wrong. Everyone has their own personal taste. A thinner woman with pretty tits and a nice ass is the standard of beauty and of course its great! I personally find it basic and boring but thats just me. I like a gym guy as much as the next girl. But I do find love handles on a guy so sexy and juicy. I find normal bodies really hot. Again, preferences. I hear the term  "dad bod" get thrown around alot. People just use it to describe anything that isn't a gym bod. I've seen some guys and said "that's not a dad bod". I guess guys don't have a lot of descriptors when it comes to their body types. 

I find myself gravitating to the skinny boys. Never been with a gym guy. But I hear there are many of them who love big curvy girls. My taste in men has actually been expanding in that I've been looking at  guys lately I've never considered before. It's SSOOOOO interesting for me to notice the evolution in my tastes. 

It's pretty cool to find your own body type super sexy in others. But I know a lot of guys who look for their own body type when hooking up with other guys. 

I would love opportunities to explore different people. And maybe one day that will be in my cards. If it happens organically. 

For now, all just thoughts. The urge to have some big titties in my hands is growing though ​🥵️ And speaking of tits....

Here's me in my double D bra. I don't see much of a difference from the last one but I think it fits better. 
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