I'm sick of masturbating

Before May of this year I had gone months and months and months without being touched. Then I got a taste for good consistent dick. And it was magical. I never had to go more than 2-3 weeks without being touched. But distance and my real life obligations is making scheduling good dick difficult. Mr. Big is about 4 hours away. Not impossible but difficult to arrange. 

I thought I had something to supplement that but that's fallen through. Which fucking sucks. I am so sick of masturbating. I want to be touched. Caressed. Cuddled. Teased. Devoured. I keep getting excited at the thought of sex toys bringing  me pleasure but all they do is vibrate. How fucking boring is that? Toys will never satisfy me. I need a man. I need his touch. I need his presence. I know that whole thing ppl say of like "I don't need a man, I have toys." not me. lol. Toys can never replicate men for me. Oh how I wish they could!!!

Once you've felt the slick wet slurps of a man's tongue on your pussy, the varying pressure, the feeling of his entire face pushed up against you, ravenous, wanting to devour you, well....there's no toy replication of that. 

And don't get me started on dick. I adore dick. I dream about dick. Nothing beats the feel of a hot fleshy cock. Nothing. Sorry. 

I just started working and after a long day all I want is a massage and to have my pussy devoured.....