Joys of being alone

There are days when I'm desperate for male attention its true. But recently I've been asked out a few times and I genuinely was like ugh why? Like why bother getting all primped and smooth and delicious for some dude who's not gonna be worth it? So now I'm like....damn maybe I really don't wanna date. Not worth the energy. I'd rather stay home in my comfy place.

Last  night I got back from the gym with some groceries. Took a hot shower, got in my pjs and made myself a bbq chicken pizza and watched a thriller on tv. I couldn't have been more ecstatic. Felt like pure heaven to me. Now I understand why women  prefer to be alone instead of seeking out men. lol!

side note,  i was so bummed about trimming my bush last time i fucked. she's finally growing back and I don't wanna ruin that for some guy. having it long and playing with it is my own personal joy. 

loving on myself is really fantastic ​😊