Life update

If you've followed me for a while you'd know that in between my sexual posts there have been posts of me being so frustrated with men. All I ever wanted was to form some kind of emotional connection with a man. I was willing to give so much in order to get the little scraps I was getting. I gave my energy and sometimes my body to men who simply didn't deserve me at all. I'm not someone to take from when needed and give the bare minimum to. All you men saw me for was sexual. A piece of meat to get off to. Wasting my time thinking I had a shot at something real. I gave up. Just plum gave up. I stopped even talking to you people. I realized you weren't meant for anything real. Only to consume me as content. So from now on that's all I'll ever be to you is content. 

That being said, once I cut the bullshit out of my life, someone special floated in. And in the last 2 weeks I have been on more dates with this man than I have been on with any man. We haven't even had sex yet. He doesn't ask me for pics. I haven't seen his dick. Holding hands was a big deal with us. All I ever wanted was to be courted. To be taken on dates. To be treated like a princess. To have someone want to know me, outside of sex. A man that makes time for me. Who shows me I'm a priority. This man has done all that and more. So far he's given me everything I've dreamed of. I've never been treated like this in my whole life! And as of this post he's officially my boyfriend. Which is, pretty exciting. 

The coolest most awesomest thing is...he doesn't want me to change myself in any way. He likes me exactly the way I am. We started things of will blunt honesty. I figured let me not paint this fantasy of myself, i'm gonna be real and if he's scared off so be in. But he never got scared. I told him I want to stay independent. I don't ever want to feel trapped. I want to be able to hook up with other ppl if the opportunity presents itself. He was fine with it. He knows I'm a free spirit and he loves that about me. He wants me to live my life, he just wants to be part of it. How amazing is that???

Plus we have so much in common and his energy matches mine. We're always coming up with fun things to do together. It's incredible. So as he and I explore sexually I'm sure i'll be posting about that.

And worry not my dears. I will still be sharing my sexual encounters outside of me and him. In fact I've found myself a submissive cuck boy toy who's going to let me use him however I want. He's got a little dick so he won't be fucking me. I'll be using him as an object and really letting the sadistic side of myself out on him. I can't wait to make him suck a big cock too. Maybe Mr. Big will come play with us. 

My man knows about my cuck, or my munch as I like to call him. And he's ok with it. It feels good to be open and honest with all parties.

My new man is a dom. He gives me all the daddy I want and he lets me be his cute little baby princess. I get to be as cute and little as I want and he loves it. But he also calls me a goddess and wants to worship me. I think he's a pleasure dom. So really, best of both worlds. He hasn't  really explored kink before but he wants to with me. Which is exciting. 

The only other thing I could possibly wants is a hard body gym bro with a huge dick. That's one itch I really have yet to scratch. But I won't find him on reddit. I'll have to look elsewhere for that. But I'm not in a rush for that. Right now my emotional needs are being met and thats the biggest thing for me. I'm very satisfied at the moment.