ovulating princess

ughh ovulation. On the one hand its a fun time where I'm extremely horny and just stay wet. I'm just always wet! It's that time when I waannnnnnnnttttt a guy to come over. It's when I'm most...adventurous (ie: making poor decisions). Blinded by my hormones. But on the other hand, when you're single and not talking to anyone it's rough. Sure my body wants attention. But more than that, my mind wants attention. My biggest sex organ. sighhhhhh......

I wanna do something scandalous. But I don't want to regret it later.  So I just stay home with my hands down my pants all day. Jesus.....there's only so many times I can make myself cum. its so boring.

I don't necessarily miss the sex. I miss the thrill. I miss the build up. I miss flirting. I miss someone excited to talk to me and missing me. God I miss that. I miss....smiling while texting. I miss the butterflies. I miss sweetness. I miss mushiness. I love being around a man. His shoulders. Like, ugh, men are so....hot. But they're the hottest when they're not trying to be. 

How can i scratch that itch???? I don't like faking the emotional stuff which is why I keep my guard up. I don't think I'm gonna find that for a while. Especially since I stopped entertaining bullshit guys who only want to get off. 

I've thought about hiring someone to massage me. Fuck I've ever considered a male escort. At least he could give me the boyfriend experience for a night. But let's face it, i'm not brave enough to do either of those things. When i have the money I will start getting a monthly massage somewhere though. something legit. Just to be touched. 

until I can find someone who's happy to just come over and watch movies with me and talk or go out to eat/have drinks with and then come back and play with my nipples till i cum. Then cuddle with me and say sweet things to me. hahaha. if only!

oh and i was feeling spicy so I decided to do a little lingerie photoshoot. I won't post them all here. too scandalous. but i think I look so edible. just need to find someone who wants to eat me.  haha mr. big would say i look breedable. 

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