Suckling

ughhhh lately i've really been wanting to be suckled. My breasts really do not get the attention they deserve. I guess there are other parts of me that end up getting more attention but my nipples really are my spot. I remember when I was a teenager, before I was having sex, I was all about my tits. I would never do or show anything below the waist but I'd happily put my tits in your face. This was back before I had a kid. And I was heavier so they were more firm. Yeah they were never perky. They were always heavy and hung but after all the changes in my body (weight loss, breastfeeding) they aren't full anymore. Sadly. Oh they look great in a bra but thats bc they're all scooped up. But I digress...

Back then nipple play was all i would let them get. Blow jobs and nipple play, that was my thing. I remember I had a boyfriend, the guy who took my virginity, he was 36 (I was 18). He was also the guy who taught me to kiss and now that's how i like to kiss. Which is, very lippy, very little tongue. God we had fun together. His voice was so sexy, we had so much phone sex. He was Chinese, tan skin, not tall although I never remember height even being a thing ppl paid attention to back then. He wasn't particularly attractive but he just knew how to turn me the fuck on. I'm telling you, if the sexual chemistry is right, nothing else matters. He loved my tits. Loved to suck on them and play with them and GOD that turned me on so much. 

He also liked public play. So we would make out in the lobby of my college building, or fool around in the library, but my MOST favorite was when we went to some event in miami beach and we got on the rooftop (how the fuck did we end up there?) where it was empty and he pulled my tits out of my bra and sucked them right there in the open. God what a rush. The feeling of the breeze on my naked breasts was incredible. God i'm getting a little tingly right now just thinking about it. Fuck.

I saw him once, after we broke up. I was already dating the guy who would become my husband. I think we went to a movie. He started feeling me up and God.....i couldn't stop it. After the movie  we were saying goodbye and he did it again, and fuckkkkk i could not stop it. He just knew how to touch me....to make me weak. I told him  I couldn't see him anymore bc I had no self control around him. 


But anyway....this isn't about him. It's about my boobs. They seem to get men's attention but in the end none of them really did more than a small amount of nipple sucking. Such a shame. While they do hang, like sacks, they're still heavy. Nothing feels better than someone sucking my nipples or just touching them while they naturally hang. I think the hottest thing that happened to me recently was when I went to the house of a guy I was seeing last year and wore a crop top with no bra. As we sat on the couch and watched tv my nipples would hang underneath the crop top and he just subtly moved is hands over them, from one side to another. Such a light touch but holy shit it sent shivers down my spine. I was locked in place, couldn't move and in my mind beggggggging him not to stop. He kept going, i began breathing harder, my eyes glued to the movie, then he began to pinch them and thats when i moaned. I honestly think i can cum from having my nipples played with. But no one has ever done it long enough. They see how turned on I get and just wanna fuck me. Which I get. Sometimes I get turned on and just want to jump on  a cock myself.

Come to think of it, the times in my life where I have made bad decisions and no self control have been when guys played with my nipples. It paralyzes me with pleasure. 😂

But I've never had someone focus on them. Just them. For a long time. And I'm really curious about this. I don't know if it would lead to anything or if I would end up masturbating while they did it. But I think I would love a situation where someone came over just for this purpose. To worship my tits then leave. I like the idea of me just sitting watching tv and having someone suckle me. I love the idea of dry nursing bc it adds that element of mothering which i like. I love the idea of a younger guy with an innocence about him finding comfort in suckling on me while i play with his hair. Or maybe doing some kind of exercise on the floor like donkey kicks, with workout gear on but no shirt or bra. Just letting my tits hang and sway while i workout and having someone underneath me, no hands just mouth open, licking and sucking. God that would be so hot. And I'd be sore after bc I'd probably do that for too long. lol. And whatever clever ways I can come up with to have my tits hang and have someone suck on and play with my nipples. I like the idea of being at a restaurant without a bra and leaning fwd with my arms on the table and letting them hang underneath and having my date pull and twist my nipples under the table while sitting perfectly still at the table eating and drinking like nothing is going on. That's the thrill of public play plus him having control over me bc I would be paralyzed in pleasure. 

Gosh guys don't even know the world of fun they could unlock if they gave my tits more attention.

Also side note, would LOVE to find a big titty girl to play with. And just suck on and play with each others tits. Whether its just that or if we're friends who hang out and also do that. Either way would be great. So, if any big titty girls are reading this....call me. 

Basically my tits need attention, is what i'm saying.