The DDLG fantasy

Probably me in my purest form. No matter how much I fight it. I hold back soooooo much bc I know this is an acquired taste. 

Do I want to be in diapers? No. Do I want to be treated like a cute little princess? Yes. I want to whine and be needy and clingy and be spoiled? Yes. Praise? YES. Just be fucking sweet with me. Even when things get really dirty in the bedroom, sweetly degrading me. I want a protector. Am I gonna have a baby voice? yes. I know this makes some people cringe. So I'm careful. But I'd love to find a guy who loves it. Who wants to be "daddy", who thinks i'm so fucking adorable. When it comes to this dynamic, the mental excitement is SO powerful that looks aren't really important. It's all about energy. The right energy is mind blowing and addicting. 

This fantasy also includes some taboo roleplay. But this is a very special one bc this isn't a sometimes thing. It's not just in the bedroom. This one is very much an all encompassing one. I feel like it would be a deep infatuation for me. Burning hot and fast and maybe settling into a deep loving friendship. That would be pretty rad. 

It requires a certain kind of man though. He's got to have his own place and be comfortable enough financially to treat me to things. This is after all, a fantasy. I don't ask for a lot but would love a guy who wants to take care of me.  i.e. take me on dates, plan special outings for me, etc. 

The bummer about this fantasy is that i'm in my 40s. So I feel like I don't really fit the whole "little girl" thing. But if you saw me, you'd see, its very much me. 

I got a taste of this about a year ago and I have never been more turned on and melty in my whole life. So I've been chasing it ever since.

It's hard to find a gentle daddy dom, who wants someone over the age of 24. lol