This is a sex blog

This is a sex blog, but I'm not having sex! lol. I've actually tried to steer away from all the sexual stuff bc I feel like I've been leading with that and the only quality of men I'm getting is low effort emotionally unavailable perverts. Y'all were fun for a while but the "ho phase" is over now. 

So what am I to do? I could either talk about my feelings, which I know none of you pervs care about. OR I could just stop posting for a long time. Kinda sucks bc I do love this blog. I did love interacting with people. Especially when they added something to the conversation. But....there's gotta be other shit you guys are capable of talking about. 

I am open to romance. I'm open to being taken on dates and wooed. But I'm no longer engaging in anything physical. Unless of course, I'm ovulating and I need to use someone to satisfy my needs. so maybe i'll pop in once a month. Who knows.

This blog is mainly for me anyway. Maybe I'll post some crazy fantasies if they come up. But your girl has be staying inside and keeping to herself. End of an era....

My sexual bursts do tend to come in waves. I get way too sexual, I start to feel yucky about it, I start being good, I stay good for a long time, then I have the urge to let the beast out. I will say...this was a long one because I had 12yrs of being good. So I had a lot of making up to do.  I spent a good 2yrs getting all that sexual energy out. I wish it could have been better spent. More lovers and less bullshit waste of time ppl. But I had my fun. I really don't know what happens now. Do I behave for a year and come back and do it again? Do I find some kind of balance where my sexuality never goes away and never feels the need to be super exposed?

Will I ever fulfill my dream of fucking my way across Europe and writing a book about it???

Only time will tell.