Well it happened...pt 2 (the details)

Let me just point out how impressed I was that he's been consistent for weeks. This is something I value and appreciate. He always texted back. And its not like we chatted all the time. We would maybe sometimes exchange a few texts. But he never made me feel forgotten or ignored. Always keeping the same if not more enthusiasm. When we planned the date I made sure to confirm. Here's what you need to know about me, I like a solid agreed upon plan in advance. Then I need confirmation the day before, the morning of, later in the day, and right before. He did all that. 

Then, he PICKED ME UP. Ladies and gentleman. In the year and a half I've been out on dates, no man has EVER picked me up before. It felt so lovely. We went to dinner and chatted, enjoyed each other's company. He very kindly and without a word, picked up the check. I was so impressed. 

Then we come back to my place. He brought a toothbrush because he "cares about my vaginal health". I mean what a good boy. Have you ever?? Ladies? Because I've never met a guy that gave 2 shits about my vaginal health. They wanna fuck without a condom bc it feels better for them but never consider what that might do to our ph balance. But I digress. 

So far this guy has been a total gentleman. Guys, I was NERVOUS!!!!! I've never really done this before ya know? I tried to prepare for everything. I'm not one to just jump into anything sexual. For me there needs to be build up and flirting and all that. But I deiced to not treat this as a precious thing. Our vibe was more of a friendly one, not a passionate one. He's really easy to be around and I would really enjoy doing social things with him. So I figured this would be a friendly/oral thing. But still, I didn't know where to start! How do we???? He laughed like i was such a newb (clearly everyone is better at this kind of thing than I am), and just started making out with me. Then we started peeling off clothes and got into bed.

I won't go into graphic details bc he's gonna see this. lol. But the guy is good with his mouth. He went down on me for a good while. Then he changed it up and gave me a massage. One of the best massages ever. So good with his hands. I felt like I was living out a fantasy. By the end of of the massage he was eating me from behind. Then he put me on my back and went down on me again. This time I finally came!!

DID YOU HEAR ME??? I SAID I CAME! Guys.....no one since my husband has ever made me cum. 

It was an overall lovely experience and I'm looking fwd to doing it again. But....I did hold back. Ugh you guys, this is...I'm really exposing myself here. When I'm really turned on........

ok...Is it squirt? Is it pee? I don't know but i'm suuuuper self conscious about it. Some guys think its gross. Some don't. The last thing I wanna do is do that to a guy who has to then suffer through it if he doesn't like it. And I could feel it happening a few times while he was down there and I was trying so hard to hold it in. The truth is, i could let go completely and probably have an extremely powerful orgasm but also possibly make a goddamn puddle on the bed (its happened when  I masturbate) and I'm too scared to take that chance. Because I genuinely don't know whats coming out of me. Sometimes its one thing, sometimes its another. It's also hard, mid cunnilingus to stop and say let me go empty my bladder just in case, and even when I have right before doing anything, stuff still comes out! 

Anyway I held back as much as I could and said a prayer that it wasn't too bad. 

But let me just say, I have always wanted my body worshipped and he gave me that. And it was the most incredible experience to make it all about me, my body, and my pleasure. I've never had that before! It was magical. 

I also am pretty sure I know exactly what i like, long slow teasing licks. Jesus I can't tell you how good that feels. I want that for a long time. Just slow slow licks. ughhhhhhh *melt*. That and alot of tongue flicking and side to side action. Yeah buddy. 

anyway.........that's the story!!!