Wellity wellity wellity2/6/2025 Nothing like a heaping dose of reality thrown in your face like boiling acid to pull you out of the story you created in your head. Now that I'm here I have to keep myself in check and remind myself of what this really is.
I really need to add to the roster. First up is a cuck. One who actually likes me like that. Now that i know what i want and what i like I have a better idea of how to ask for it. while i am still looking for good dick, that one is a bit tricky. bc most of the subs who want me don't have dick or would rather be dicked down themselves. and the doms have excellent dick and want me but they don't have the respect i'm looking for. my last dom started out as a sub/boy toy. he earned my trust and therefor access to the incredibly sexy woman that i am. these doms think that shit is ready on a platter for them and that's not how this works. maybe i need a brat tamer. the domme in me makes for a bratty submissive. i need a guy who likes the challenge. well this is my current mission. to find myself a cuck and to find a brat tamer with great dick. Wish me luck guys!
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A Day with My Pet1/29/2025 I woke up horny for some reason. It’s been happening more and more lately. I blame him of course. He’s such a good little servant. I look over and he’s laying next to me. He tuckered himself out pleasing me last night. I was gracious enough to allow him to stay in my bed overnight. Something I never do. But whatever this is, it continues to evolve. And this one…he’s really wiggled his way into my good graces and therefore gets special treatment. He looks cute sleeping. People always look cute when they sleep, don't they? I look at him and smile. Part of me wants to kiss him awake and proceed to get cuddles. But I woke up horny, and that’s overriding everything else. Also his face still smells like my pussy. And I like that. No kisses, instead I roll him onto his back and straddle him. I grab his wrists and pin them down above his head and before he registers what’s happening I let my heavy breasts smother his face. He begins to realize what’s going on and I hear him moan under my flesh. I wait till he begins to squirm and move his head around before I let him up for air. “Good morning”, I say looking down at him. “Good morning goddess”, he says catching his breath, with a face that says “I’ll do anything you say.” God I love that face. I drop my left nipple into his mouth and let him eagerly suck it. He’s getting to work. We’ve gotta get that mouth warmed up now, don’t we? I remove that nipple and replace it with my right nipple. Then I release his hands. Normally he’d be an obedient sub and not move his hands unless told to do so. But I’ve trained him to touch me. I love when he touches me. He begins to rub his hands along my sides and down to my ass. He squeezes it. He’s learning. I fucking love it. Being on top of him makes me feel powerful and sexy. I lift myself up out of his mouth and look down at him. He looks blissful. I grab his hands and put them on my breasts. He knows what to do. He squeezes them. I love that. You can tell that he loves the way they feel in his hands. He pinches my nipples. I let out a mooooaaaannn. Then he pulls on them, lifting my tits up with them. The pleasure is so intense, I arch my back and moan some more. Fuck, my nipples are my fucking spot. And he’s the first man to give them the proper attention. God he’s such a good fucking toy. He learns quickly. I like training him to pleasure me just the way I want. Even if it's something he’s not normally used to. This is definitely enough of a warm up, I can’t take it anymore. I lean into his face and say “get down there and eat my pussy.” He jumps up eagerly, his favorite. He positions himself between my legs as if it's where he's meant to be. I lay back and spread my thighs and relax, letting the sensation of his wet tongue on the creases of my vulva overwhelm my senses. Is it me or is this getting better and better every time? It’s like he’s awoken something inside of me that’s allowing me to receive pleasure in a whole new way. What puts it over the top is him reaching up to play with my nipples while he’s down there. That truly is the ultimate pleasure, having both sensations at once. I take delight in the fact that he’s got a face full of my bushy honey pot and will lap up any fluids that come out of it. Anything I give him is a gift. Having his face in my pussy is a gift. And I know that he’s grateful for the privilege. Our morning continues as he spends his time thoroughly devouring my goddess pussy. This goes on and on. His endurance is getting better. I’m proud of him. When I’ve decided I’ve had enough I push his head away. He looks at me like a pet that's just had their bowl of food taken away. That gave me an idea. “Today you’re going to be my little pet.”, I said as I held his chin in my hand. “Yes ma’am”, he replied obediently. I pulled him up to me and gave him a kiss on his wet musky lips. “Take off your clothes and get down on all fours.”, I command. He got off the bed, quickly removed all his clothing and got onto the floor on all fours just as he was told. “Good boy”, I said as I patted his head. “Now, let’s put these cute little ears on you.” I took out a set of ears from my night stand (don’t ask why I had them in my nightstand) and put them on his head. “There we go. So cute. Let’s not forget your fluffy little tale.” I pull out a butt plug with a long fluffy tail attached. I had gotten this a while back and was excited to finally try it out with him. His eyes lit up. This is new. The thought of having something in his ass for me got him so excited. God he’s such a slut. I’m going to have fun with this. “Turn around pet, present your ass to me.” He turned around on all fours and spread his knees apart exposing himself. Such a cute little ass. And it’s all mine to play with. “Hmmmm…it looks like you’ve definitely had things in your ass before haven’t you, pet?”, I asked. “Yes goddess, I have.”, he replied. “You filthy little whore. Well now it’s time for you to have something in your ass for me.”, I said in a cheeky tone. “Yes goddess”, he replied. “Good, stay just like that”, I ordered. Then I walked around to his face and said “open your mouth”. He of course was only too happy to do what he’s told. I stuck two fingers deep in his mouth until he gagged. “Good boy, get those fingers nice and wet for me”. Once I gagged him a couple more times his mouth filled with saliva. I pulled out my slimy wet fingers and said “I don’t know which is sluttier, your whore mouth or your hungry ass.” I then walked back around to his ass. He had remained perfectly still even while gagging. He was still presenting himself. I was tempted to spank his ass but I couldn’t waste this precious saliva. I took my oozy fingers and rubbed them on his puckered asshole, gently massaging it and getting it to relax. He let out a big whimper. “Does my pet like that?”, I ask, massaging his hole. “Yes goddess. I like it”, he said in a weak voice. “Good. Now let’s get your tail in.” I grab the butt plug and begin circling the tip around his puckered asshole, waiting to be invited in. And wouldn’t you know it, his hungry hole opened up and swallowed it on its own. “Such a fucking slut” I say, spanking his ass. “Look at you! My pretty little pet.”, I smile with pride. “Look at that gorgeous tale. Show me your pretty little cage, my pet.” He lifts up his leg to expose his little dick locked up in a cage. I reach down and give it a shake and a little tug to make sure he feels it. I see him wince a little. I want him to fully feel his submission throughout his whole body. “Oh wait! I almost forgot!”, I said excitedly. I looked in a drawer to find a collar. I had gotten it months ago but was waiting for the perfect time to give it to him. It was a pink studded leather strap with a metal ring in the front. I put it around his neck and gave the ring a tug, jerking his head forward. I leaned in, and in a serious steely tone I said, “I...own... every...part of you. Understand?” He nodded, “Yes goddess.” “Good boy. Remember your place. Beneath me. Always.” “Yes Goddess”. I hooked a leash onto his collar and began leading him into the hallway on all fours. Between being on all fours, being caged, having a butt plug in and being pulled by the collar, he was absolutely feeling his submission. And he fucking loved it. He had no idea what I had planned for him but he was willing to do anything to serve his goddess. I’ll be honest, I didn’t know what I was going to do with him either. This was about as far as I had gotten when I thought of this. For a moment I thought about walking him down the sidewalk and parading him for all to see. Humiliating him. How delicious! Exposing him in front of strangers. On all fours with his little dick exposed and a tail coming out of his ass. Collared. Owned. Used. Humiliated. Letting everyone see what a pathetic whore he is. Walked like a dog, up and down the neighborhood on his hands and knees. Where he belongs. I definitely thought about it. It definitely made me wet to envision him that way. But I thought it would be too much too soon. Instead I walked him like a dog through my apartment. I put down two bowls. One with water and one with cereal and milk. “Enjoy your breakfast pet.”, I said cheerfully. I put down some pee pads in the kitchen in case he had to relieve himself. I put a mat down on the floor. “This will be your bed if you get tired, pet.” He quietly followed me around taking it all in. I sat down on the couch with my laptop and started writing. I made sure to keep my pet at my feet. Sometimes I would pet him but for the most part I ignored him. He kneeled at my feet while I wrote. Occasionally I would ask him to bring me something from the kitchen but he had to stay on his knees and reach for it, no standing up. I wrote about our erotic day together. “This’ll be good for the blog”, I thought.Then I put the tv on and got comfy. “There’s a new season of our show. Let’s binge it”, I said to my faithful pet. He looked up at me and smiled. His eyes full of devotion for his goddess, showing how grateful he was to be in his place. He curled up on his mat by my feet. I put my feet on his back to keep them warm. We stayed like that all day. Me and my pet. Mental Health, it's a real cock block1/24/2025 Well I'm back after a little hiatus. Let me just say December was bleak. I was dealing with some pretty bad depression. I'm generally a very upbeat positive person but i'm going through a divorce and some huge life changes that feel pretty overwhelming at times. Believe me, sex or anything sexual was the last thing on my mind.
well maybe not the last thing. Things got dark in my head. And that manifested itself into some really dark porn and even darker sex talk with a chatbot. Things i'm not proud of and things I know were not mentally healthy for me. I was masturbating like 3 times a day. I know ppl are curious what they could possibly be. I will not be sharing them with anyone. Ever. It really blurred the lines between kink and abuse. And that's all I'll say. I've been better this month. I've been in therapy and taking some supplements that helped a bit. So i've been OK. I can't say i've been happy. But i've been fine. I have moments of smiling and being happy. So that's a definite improvement. And i've stopped the deviant porn/chat for the most part. I do still go back to it sometimes but at least its not the only thing that can get me off. I was just needing such extreme shit to feel anything. it was madness. I saw a psychiatrist today and she prescribed me some antidepressants that are supposed to help with dopamine. I was worried they would affect my sex drive but she assured me they shouldn't. If anything they'll improve it. Which is great! No men on the horizon. I've entertained a few and like always they disappoint. Just so you know and so anyone reading this knows... The bare minimum for me to give you any of my time and energy is for you to plan a nice dinner somewhere, be good company, pay the check and walk me to my car like a gentleman expecting nothing in return. This is baseline. If you can't do this, please do not engage with me. If you manage to do this, and see me as an investment in your time, it will pay off in dividends. Ask my last 2 consistent partners. They get to see a side of me you all will never get to see. With that said, I hope you're all taking care of your mental health. Remember outside vices cannot replace your self worth. You gotta find it for yourself. Take care of yourself. And remember, you're doing a great job, just by being here. love you 😘 First date11/25/2024 He spent a week chatting with me daily. Engaging in interesting conversations about his life and our shared interests. We seemed to get along really well. Our conversation just flowed. He was interested in me and my stories. He found me to be intelligent and sexy. But also incredibly kind with a hint of absolute perversion just below the surface. He was so excited to see what was in my brain. He had read some of my writing so he knew my tendencies. Yet he never expected me to be that way in conversation. He treated me like a normal person. Never used honorifics. Only my name. Just a very attractive intriguing woman he wanted to know.
His energy was impressive. He showed interest and effort. Once we had been talking for a while he brought up meeting. The rapport was so lovely I figured I would be open to it. But I didn’t want to waste my energy on anymore men. He understood and promised he would do all the work. And to his credit, he did! He asked me what kind of cuisine I liked, and found a few places near me. Then with some more detailed questions he whittled it down to one place. He asked me for my availability and then set up a day and time for him to take me to dinner. How lovely. In the days leading up to it we talked daily. He was very excited to meet up. The day of he offered to drive to me and pick me up for dinner. What a gentleman. He was waiting with flowers. I was so touched. That’s so sweet. He looked handsome and had on some intoxicating cologne. I was impressed. He of course showered me with compliments. As he should. He took me to the restaurant. A fun modern place with small plates and pretty cocktails. Our conversation in person had just as good a flow as our texting. Only with the added layer of physical attraction from both of us. There was definitely a flirtation in the air. We talked and laughed over a lovely meal and when the time came he paid the check and asked what I would like to do next. The conversation had sort of slowly built in intensity the entire week without ever crossing the line. But it could be felt, bubbling below the surface. And then sitting across from him and flirting was even more of a build up. But possibly the most attractive thing about him was the way he let it be known that he was VERY interested while being very respectful and never going passed a light flirtation. This kind of behavior makes me sexually aggressive. It’s the kind of energy that says “I want you, you know I want you, but you’re in charge here ma’am.” I looked at him with siren eyes and said, Take me home. We’ll talk at my place. You can rub my feet.” His eyes lit up at the thought of being able to touch my body. The body of a goddess. The body he’s been staring at from across the table oh so subtly. Little did I know he had been studying every curve. He hopped up and escorted me to his car, opened the door and made sure I was comfortable before closing it. He drove me home and held my flowers as we walked to my door. Once inside I put my stuff down and told him to sit on the couch while I slip into something comfortable. I came out in my pajama set because I insist on being comfortable in my palace. He looked at me and smiled. My curves were showing even more underneath the light fabric. “You look cute and comfy”, he said. “I am.”, I said. I laid on the couch and put my feet in his lap. “Rub my feet”. “Yes ma’am!” He rubbed my feet while we continued talking. We talked about dinner, about tv shows, about funny stories. “Thank you for letting me rub your feet goddess.” I told him if he was a good boy I would let him give me a massage. “Yes ma’am I would love that.” “Good boys get rewarded”, I said. I put the tv on and we started watching some shows. We had some commentary and laughs about what was going on. He looked at me quite out of the blue and said “God, you look so beautiful lying there like that.” Well that was enough for me. I told him to peel my pajama bottoms off. His response was “yes ma’am!” Then I told him to peel my panties off. “Yes ma’am!” Then I told him to come smell my pussy. “Yes ma’am! Thank you ma’am!” He got his face between my big fat juicy thighs and felt the heat coming off my swollen pussy. He took a big wiff and his eyes rolled back in his head. It was better than he ever imagined. I grabbed the back of his head and shoved him into my pussy. He immediately began to lick. I said “you’re gonna stay here and eat my pussy till I tell you to stop. And you better not fucking stop till I tell you bitch.” A muffled “yes ma’am” came from my pussy and he unleashed the energy that had been building for a week. I put on a movie and completely ignored him. For the entire movie I ignored him. Occasionally checking my phone. Sometimes taking pictures of him and saying things like “awww is that good pussy?” He would look up at me with wide eyes “yes ma’am, it’s so good”. “Keep eating it. This is where you belong.” I ignored him as much as possible, making him go down on me for at least an hour and a half. Knowing I was using him with no regard to his comfort, just as an object really turned me on and before I knew it I was moaning and grinding my pussy against his face. He doubled his efforts. “Ughhh you fucking toy, make me cum!” He tripled his efforts. “Get ready bitch, you’re gonna get hit with squirt or piss but either way you’re gonna take it and you’re gonna love it.” This made him even more excited. He began to put his whole body into it. Moving his tongue as fast as possible. I could feel it building and building. I grabbed a handful of his hair which only made him lick faster. And then…… wave after wave, I didn’t hold back, I pushed it all out. He lapped it up and rubbed his face in it, showering in the fruits of his labor. This was his reward. Once I released his head from the grip of my thighs and tried to catch my breath he began licking up my pussy and my thighs making sure he got every drop. He stuck his tongue deep inside my pussy to make sure he could taste that creamy prize he worked so hard for. He got up with the biggest smile, his face drenched. Some got on his shirt. I smiled. I told him “you can blot your face dry but you may not wash it. I want you going home with my scent on you. I want you to smell it on your drive home. I want it to get on your pillows. Don’t wash that shirt for a week. I want you to sniff it every day till then. Is that understood?” “Yes ma’am, I promise. I can’t wait to smell you every day.” I told him to stand up. I could see a bulge and a wet spot from precum. I told him to take down his pants and show me his cock. It stood stiff and swollen, almost bouncing. “Does eating my pussy turn you on?” “Yes ma’am is does.” “Good, I want you to stroke it for me.” “Yes ma’am.” He began stroking his cock staring at me, my legs still spread. It was slow at first then ramped up, and soon it became intense. I really had to stop myself from popping it in my mouth. I love cock so much. Hard cock especially. God I wanted it. But I had to keep my position of power. When I noticed his breathing getting faster and more intense I told him to stop. His cock was left throbbing, dripping with precum, aching to be touched. Again I fought the urge to feel that throbbing flesh in my mouth. “That’s enough” I told him. Though I wanted to see him cum, I didn’t think he should get the satisfaction. He’s here for MY pleasure. And another time I will make him cum for my pleasure. But not tonight. I want to keep him a little desperate. Get dressed, I’ll walk you out. “Yes ma’am.” I put on a light thin robe and walk him to the door. “Thank you so much goddess. It was an absolute honor to be in your presence today. Thank you for allowing me to take you out. And thank you for the honor of giving you pleasure. I live to serve you.” “Good boy”, I said as I reached up and kissed him on the cheek. He melted a bit. “Remember what I told you to do. I want you to send me a picture every day of you sniffing this shirt. “Yes ma’am I promise. I will text you as soon as I get home goddess.” “That’s a good boy”, i said as i patted him on the ass and led him out the door. I looked at the couch and saw a wet stain. Hmmm…he’s going to have to clean that up for me soon. Then took a hot shower and got into my nice clean princess bed. That was a great first date. I went to bed with ideas of what to do with my new little toy swirling in my head. Really hating men right now. I really feel like men deserve to die alone in the bed that they made.
so just a warning. don't reach out to me for attention bc i don't give a shit. Felt high, might not be later11/2/2024 I’m laying here….high on mushrooms…feeling very….tactile. I wanna touch. I want bodies. I want touch. I want…sex. I just want to be present in the physical. Living in this physical realm. Music on….we can’t hear each other. We’re not relying on sounds of pleasure. No we’re not even concerned with pleasing each other. Because just touching….the pleasure from touch….is so exquisite in this moment. And we’re lost touching, and the music…we feel it deep in our bodies….and we’re completely liquid….intertwined…god….your body feels so good. I want to live here. Right now. This…..you….the dark room and the soft pink lights….the music…melting into you. Feeling you on me is the best feeling I’ve ever felt.
I’m confused. I’m confused about so many things. I don’t like pretty boys. But….beautiful boys? Like….androgynous? They make me all discombobulated. I’m intrigued by trans women….but it’s their masculine qualities that attract me. I’m so turned on by a feminine guy who’s into women. A gay man who’s curious? why does this do things to me? Strong aggressive women make me melt. My brain wants to make sense of it all. I just know I kind of want to touch all the corners of this. But….sigh….everything is in my head. I feel like I need to have a sexual awakening somewhere out there. Where I can be a total stranger. Totally brand new. No name. No title. no history. I’m just this body…this energy….and this pink light… Fuck…mushrooms are the only time where I can quiet my stupid demisexual needs. And just give in to the physical I wanna kiss….can we please kiss? Pleeeeaaassssseee. Fuck. “I bet you wanna rub your pussy on my dickprint, or we could hang out watch a movie how’s a chick flick” this song is on a loop in my headphones. Whhheeeeeewwww I watched a video of myself getting fucked….and it was like I was watching someone else….and all I could think was wow….she’s sexy. I like seeing her body. I want a body right now. That I can look at and enjoy the beauty of. God, bodies are so beautiful. They’re soooooooo mmmmm….fleshy. Let me touch you……god I love touching you I should never be alone on mushrooms…. I wanna rub my pussy on your dickprint. I wanna rub my pussy on your face. My pussy has never been more beautiful than it is right now….in this room…and I want to give it to you. I want to look deep into your eyes…I want you to feel how deep this feels right now….us…you….how much I want this…how much I want you….you….deep into your eyes…..and then sit right on your face. I made myself cum. But that just made me hornier. So I fucked my pussy. Godddddddd I miss being fucked so bad. My pussy hasn’t been properly fucked since Feb. I need a deeeeep pounding so bad. What a mess….what a mess….god I’m fucking sexy when I’m like this….. Feeld blocked me!!!!!10/19/2024 I am FREAKING the fuck out!!!!!! I just woke up today to find it all gone!! They kicked me out and won't tell me why and won't even let me create another account to find my contacts. i'm gonna cry!!!!!!!
I'm praying you find this if you know me on Feeld and you reach out. PLEASE GOD. email me and i will give you my number. Hot park fantasy- Dom woman, submissive man10/16/2024 I was chatting with my chatgpt while i was in the park today and came up with a hot scenario but it was cut short. So I decided to use this to elaborate. This is just fantasy and a little something fun to read. enjoy!
Hello slave, how's my good boy today? I see that you're eager to see your mistress and serve her in any way she desires. Good. I also see that you're wearing your collar. Good boy. I've decided that today you will accompany me to the park. Get dressed. And make sure you're wearing your cage. Once we arrive at the park I let you out of the back seat and put your leash on. Now, get on all fours. You're going to walk around the trails on your hands and knees right along side me. This way everyone we pass will know I own you. You belong to me. And even though they can't see it they can guess that your pathetic little cock is caged up. I love how excited that makes you. To be my eager little pet on a leash, such a good boy, you deserve head pats. That's right good boy, hands and knees just like that, bark for me. Good boy. Do you like being my little pet? Do you like people walking by staring at you? Knowing your sole purpose is to fulfill my every need? That's what I like to hear. Look, there's a nice little picnic table. Walk me to it. Now, i'll sit here while you kneel in front of me under the table. Does it feel good to rest? I bet it does. You were on your hands and knees on that hard gravel weren't you? How about some head scratches, would you like that my puppy? Bark for me. Good boy. You know your place and your goddess is pleased. Now, stay right there while I open my legs to air myself out. Get a good wiff. Do you see that slit in my leggings? I put it there just for you. Does that excite you? Goooood boy. Now put your face right up against it. Kiss it. Do you want mommy's pussy? I wanna hear you say it. Say it again. Goood boy. Get to work and eat mommy's pussy right here in this park for anyone to walk by and see it. You have no shame. You're just a braindead slut for mommy's pussy aren't you?Oh god, you're doing such a good job. You're gonna have me moaning in the park for everyone to hear. Grabbing your hair and digging your head into me, squeezing you with my thighs. That's it keep going. I look around and the thrill of being in public and exposed makes everything so much hotter. I lift my top exposing my big tits and hard nipples and just start pulling on them while you devour my pussy like the perfect little slave that you are. FUCK! I start to shake while your tongue sends wave after wave after wave of pleasure washing over me. Your face is wet with my juices and you have a look of absolute pride and contentment on your face. You know you did a good job. Not only that but anyone with in a certain radius could see and hear what a good job you did. What a good boy. Now lick me clean. Don't leave a single drop. Just then I notice 2 women. Joggers. Had stopped to watch. I could tell by their faces that they were enthralled and couldn't look away. I bet they wanted their own man slave on his knees serving them too. I looked at them an smirked and motioned for them to come here. They hesitated but curiosity got the best of them. Looks like we have some visitors coming. You ready to serve 2 more? Yeah? Bark for me. LOUDER. Who owns you? That's fucking right. I DO. And you do whatever the fuck I say. Understood? Mmmm...good. You're about to get rewarded. The two women walk over looking a bit embarrassed and shy. Don't be shy ladies. This is my slave. His only purpose is to please me. One woman giggled and asked where she could get one of those. And the other said "yeah seriously I could use that kind of service." Well you're in luck ladies, he does as I say, and he would be happy to service you both. They looked at each other and laughed. Then made a "why not" face. Who would like to go first? The blond woman didn't hesitate, she was practically drooling watching you eat my pussy. She jumped at the chance to go first. I stood in front of her and looked her in the eye while i slid my hand inside her pants and underwear and slipped my finger along her pussy. She gasped. I pulled my hand out and licked my finger and said "mmmm yup, she's ready". She couldn't control how much that turned her on. I ran two hands down her waist then inward towards the middle of her legs. I grabbed the crotch of her leggings with two hands and ripped them open, exposing her wet pussy to the cool breeze. She gasped again. Sorry babe, he needs access. Just one more thing, the price for letting you use my slave... I lifted her shirt and pulled her tits out of her sports bra and sucked her nipples till i was satisfied. She moaned and closed her eyes. The other woman watched with baited breath and touched her own nipples. This was becoming too much for her to watch and not do anything. When I had my fill of those nipples i put her shirt down and guided her to the bench. She instinctively knew what to do. Spread her legs and expose that waiting pussy. Now you knew exactly what to do. You dove right in, ravenous. Because the only thing more exciting than pleasing me in public is being used as toy to serve others on my command. You're so good at eating pussy aren't you? I watched her writhe in pleasure. She's never done anything like this before. She was coming alive in a way she never knew possible. The brunette watched mesmerized, unable to look away. You're next, I told her. She looked at me and looked down at her leggings. Like she wanted me to do the same thing I did to the first woman. I smirked. I stood in front of her and looked her in the eye. She was paralyzed. I was in complete control of her and she would have done anything I said. "Take your tits out. NOW." Without a word she began to lift her top and sports bra. One after another plopped into place. They were full and perky, bigger than the last girl. I licked the sweat from the crease of her breast on her ribcage all the way up. She shuttered in anticipation. I can tell her loser husband never touches her this way. Her perky full round fleshy breasts waited to be touched, begging to be touched. I licked up to her nipple and licked around her areola. "You like being exposed with your big tits out like this in the park for everyone to see don't you?" She whimpered a weak "yess" and I opened my mouth and swallowed a nipple and she let out a deep moan. I grabbed the other nipple with my fingers and began to pinch and pull and twist. Soon her moans began to fill the air along with her little blond friend being serviced by my perfect little slave. I sucked those nipples as if I was milking her, right there in the park. She was ready to do anything for me. As I sucked I ran a hand down her pants to see how wet her pussy was. She whispered "yess yess please". As I suspected, she was slippery. I couldn't help but run my finger along her wet clit and make her crazy. I could tell she wanted to ride my hand right then and there. Imagine that, so weak for an absolute stranger she just met. What a pathetic sight. I pulled out my finger and wiped her lips with her own precum. She licked it up. Then I got down to her crotch and forcefully ripped it open. She had no panties on....naughty girl. I couldn't help but give her a little lick. She was SO ready to go. I think you already made the blond come once but it seems she has a greedy little pussy and was trying to get more. I leaned next to her and whispered in her ear "Get. Up. Whore. Someone else wants a turn." She looked at me frightened but knowing she had to obey. She scooted over to the other side of the bench to let her friend sit down. I grabbed your face and gave you a kiss to let you know you were doing such a good job servicing others for me. "I warmed this one up for you", I said. I sat her down in front of you and you began servicing her. She went to put her shirt down but i said "NO. Leave them out. Everyone's gonna see them." Her eyes rolled back in her head, both at the physical pleasure of you eating her pussy but also the pleasure of submitting to a dominant. The blond girl watched while she played with her pussy. I instructed her to pull on her friends nipples while she got serviced. It was quite a site. My three toys all working in harmony for my own amusement. I whispered in the brunette's ear "Do you like it?" She couldn't speak. All she could do was nod her head as tears of pleasure formed in her eyes. "Are you ready to be my whore?" Again she nodded and this time she whimpered. Good. Girl, I need to get get myself off, this is too much! lol!!! Let's call this part 1 and end it here. lol! i hope you enjoyed that. Positive changes happening! yay!9/27/2024 As I wean myself off these lactation pills I'm noticing positive changes. I've been taking some natural supplements to help with my energy levels and focus. It's helping. Little by little I'm feeling better. I was able to get a very simple gentle workout in today but I really really want to get back to being able to workout like I used to. I feel so bloated. I love my body but my clothes don't fit!! I've been feeling bloated and uncomfortable in my midsection and carrying more weight in my face which I hate. I'm such a pretty girl and I feel like the weight in my face fucks with my confidence. I was feeling so cunt a year ago. I was feeling cute and found a style that looks good on me. I really wanna get back to that. Don't get me wrong, lactating made me feel voluptuous and feminine. But I feel like I want to feel better in my own skin. I'm sure you can relate. Being a little more fit just feels better. It's mostly to do with my flexibility and stamina. I want that back. And I wanna feel cute in my clothes again.
Among the positive changes I would say the most notable is my sex drive coming back. Omg! It's so exciting! It reminds me of how I used to be!! Especially when ovulating. I was like a tiger searching for prey. I've been masturbating more! I've caught myself being turned on more. like ugh...yesssss. I missed this!!!!!! I want it back! I miss fucking. I miss being THIS horny. I miss being this sexual. Lactating was fun but it's not worth giving up my sex drive. I'm currently trying to establish connections with men I find attractive and have some chemistry with so that I can call on them when the mood strikes. I just want dick on call. And back up dick. And back up for the back up. Then i'll be happy. I don't want a relationship. I wanna focus on me. But I want men for cuddles and light friendship and solid dick. Wish me luck!! Pussy worship9/22/2024 I talk about my pussy alot. I think it's because I don't think it's gotten the attention I want. A big part of that is me and overcoming my hang ups. I've been making progress with the help of my trusty sub. Getting more comfortable with receiving oral pleasure. But I also think he just enjoys the act of being submissive and giving pleasure. Acts of service as it were. Sometimes I think he doesn't really care about me, I'm just a place holder for him. And he happily services me to scratch his own itch. I don't feel like a goddess as much as I feel like I have the power to get what I want. Which is nice but I want to feel desired and craved. Not serviced. I feel like that's more of a guy thing. But that's not for him to worry about. He's just a friend that comes to make me happy from time to time. And I totally appreciate him for it.
But I think a lot about the traits my person will have. I think about all the times I've gotten close with the qualities I want in a man. I always go back to this one. I want a man who worships my pussy. Not just eats it for the sake of eating it. But i think my ideal man, my person, will love my pussy. He'll crave it. The smell of it, the taste of it, the feel of it. He'll try to get between my legs all the time. He'll beg me to eat it. He'll wanna smell me, even when i'm sweaty. He likes it. And he'll make sure to tell me all the time how pretty it is, how yummy it is, and how good it feels to be inside me. I want him to be like "goddamn that pussy" because it's so good he can never last too long. But he always wants more. :) I've seen the way some guys talk about pussy. I def need lots of words of affirmation and praise when it comes to my pussy. It's not enough to want it or eat it, you have to tell me you want it. You need it. Beg for it. Yeah thats the level of pussy worship I strive to find. And I know it's out there!! Lady MWhat happens when you marry the 2nd guy you ever slept with and spend 20yrs thinking you just don't like sex? You get a divorce and realize just how sexual you actually are. Archives
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